My secret crush

Mommy dearest

I woke up after having the most amazing dream of all time. I dreamt that my dad was still alive and my mom was living with us. "Morning sunshine" Myungsoo said through the door. I smiled at the sound of his voice. Everything was now going my way, except for the fact I hadn't broken things off with Jinyoung yet. He's a nice guy so I'm trying to find the perfect way to do it. I got out the room and said "Morning to you too" I smiled "What's for breakfast?"

"I was thinking pancakes, bacon, and eggs."

"Sounds good."

"It does. Call me when it's ready" he said as he walked to the living room. He's just lucky I love him. I walked to the kitchen and got started on. "Where's ahjumma?" I asked.

"She went to some seminar, I think. She said we won't be back till next week" he said. I cracked the eggs and put them on the pan. When I was done I handed him a plate. "Oppa. I was thinking of searching for my mom."

"Your mom? Why all of a certain?"

"Well now I have a picture and ahjumma told me her name. Minah. Lee Minah."

"Where are you going to start looking?"

"Internet" I answered. I just want to find my mom. When we were done eating I grabbed my laptop and searched her name up. The doorbell rang. "I'll get it. Keep looking" I said. I opened the door and saw the girls and Jinyoung. "Look who we walked into" Jihyun said.

"Can we talk" he said.

"Sure" I told him. I looked at the girls and said "Myungsoo's inside." They walked in and I closed the door. "What's up?"

"I'm going to debut" he said.

"Really. That's amazing. Chugha-haeyo."

"Thanks. I'm actually leaving today. I came here to say bye."

"Now?"

"Yeah. I'm leaving to start trainee" the car parked at the front of the house started honking. "I'll miss you" he said as he hugged me. I hugged him back and said "You better call me everyday."

"It's a promise" he said as he got up and left. Even I didn't like him as a boyfriend, I liked him as a friend. I went inside and went to the room. "Did you guys find anything?" I asked.

"Not a thing" Mimi said as she picked up the picture. I looked over Myungsoo's shoulders as he was scrolling down. "We'll find her" he guaranteed as he turned and kiss me. "We're still here" Mimi said.

"What's that?" Jihyun asked as she took the picture away from Mimi. "Was it folded this whole time" she said. I walked to her as she unfolded the corner revealing a third woman and at the back was an address. "Jihyun. You have your license. Can you drive us there?" I asked.

"Sure" she said. We went to her car as she started driving. "What are you going to say to her when we get there?" Mimi asked.

"I don't know yet" I said. I was going to see my mother. I couldn't wait. When we got to the house I got out the car with Myungsoo and rang the doorbell. "I'm so nervous" I said.

"You'll be fine" he said holding my hands. The door opened revealing a lady. "Hello" she said.

"Are you Lee Minah?" I asked.

"No. I think you have the wrong house" she said. That can't be possible. I showed her the picture and said "Aren't you the girl in the middle?" I asked. She took the picture and studied it. "Where did you get this?"

"It's my mothers" Myungsoo said.

"My mother is the one in the middle. Do you know where I can find her?"

"What's you name?"

"Sunni." She looked at me for a while before she looked back at the picture. She gave me an address. I thanked her and went back to the car. "Is that her?" Jihyun asked.

"No but she gave me am address" I said as I told her the address. "Sunni. That's the address of a cemetery. Your mom's dead" Mimi said turning to me.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah I'm sure. That's where my grandmother's buried." That isn't possible. She can't be dead. "Maybe you should talk to the lady again" Myungsoo said.

"Yeah. Maybe she just gave me the wrong address" I said. This time we all went out the car. I rang the doorbell, but no one came to the door. I rang it a couple more times but this time a boy answered the door. "Who are you?" he asked.

"We're here to talk to the lady that lives here" I said.

"You can come in. She's in the bathroom." We walked in as Mimi nudge me and whispered "Is it me or does he look like G Dragon?"

I looked back at him and said "He does."

"Umma. You have visitors" he yelled. I was looking around at the pictures. There was a picture of her pregnant with her little boy but there's no picture if the second baby. I saw the picture I had but in better shape. She was pregnant in that one too. "Jiyoung. Who's there" she said as she walked in the room. I looked over at her. "They said they had something to say to you" he said.

"Wait Jiyoung. You a G Dragon" Mimi said.

"You're a fan?"

"Yeah" she smiled at him. The lady was looking at me. "Are you...my mother?" I asked.

She didn't answer but hesitated. I know what that meant. "You are."

"Mom?" G Dragon said to her "I thought you said the baby didn't survive."

"I gave the baby to my friend because she couldn't have kids. She desperately want to be a mother" she said.

"But she left my dad and I" I said.

"I know. Your dad told me. I was going to take you back but he said all he had was you" she explained. I want to be mad but I can't. I can't hate her. She's who I've been dreaming of, wanting to know ever since I was a child. "So I have a little sister" G Dragon said. Looks that way.

When I went home I laid on my bed with Myungsoo next to me. He was turned facing me. "How does it feel to have a mother?" he asked.

"Ask me tomorrow. She asked me to come back but I'm actually happy that she's not dead" I smiled. I was staring at those amazing eyes of his. "Did anyone tell you you have amazing eyes" I said.

"Want to see them closer" he said moving in closer to me. I couldn't help but kiss him. He's finally mine.

I've been hanging around my mom lately. Ah, that feels so right to say. I even moved in with her. Ahjumma said she didn't mind and Myungsoo was glad to get his bed back. G Dragon as a brother is a mega plus. He's nice and into fashion like me. I'm still designing for Infinite and I even designed something for G Dragon which he wore on stage so yeah my life is going so good.