Cramps (RM x reader)

Waking up

It was about thirty more minuets into the car ride and I had felt no better than I had before. In fact I felt worse, way worse. The world around me seemed like a dream that I couldn't reach and I started to sweat. I felt as if I couldn't move so I summoned all of my strength to my arm and layed it on his thigh hoping he would look my way. He barely even flinched.

"N-Namjoon", I said in the quitest voice possible. He faces me and sees how badly I was sweating.

"Jin it's getting hot in here can you turn on the air conditioning?" 

"Yeah sure", Jin imidiatly turns it on most likely catching on to the scenario. Namjoon pulled me upwards so I rested my head on his lap. After that he moved his hands to the first button on my shirt. I shook my head not wanting him to reveal my body but I felt as if I had to.

"Baby just trust me I promise you no one else is gonna see", the first word that came out of his mouth made me feel stronger for some reason. That one word stimulated something inside of me that made my heart beat faster and my head ache stop pulising so hard. I nodded trusting him and his decisions. He slowly started to unbutton my shirt and covered me up with the blanket before helping me take it off all the way. The cold air rushed in making the sweat dry up and also making me feel so much better. I still felt trapped in a way though so I kept squriming trying to get rid of the feeling. Namjoon made me sit up a little and I hear a click as the fabric comes apart from the hook that was keeping it together. He slides the fabric off sitting me up with him. Instead of giving me a stomach massage he just rubs my stomach in little circles which somehow helped my nauseousness go away. I'm glad I trusted him to do such because if I didn't I would most likely be passed out right now.

"Um y|n are you feeling okay?" Jimin asks looking back at me. I just nodded my head coughing a little and closing my eyes drowsily. It started getting to hot again and I whined as everything started to get blurry. I see Taehyung's head turn back to me so I couldn't take off the blanket. I tried so hard to move my head from side to side waking myself up, but it wouldn't work. Jimin takes off his coat laying it on my upper chest and taking the blanket off. The cold air rushes to me, I take Namjoon's hand putting it on my stomach not being able to remember what he told me to do if my cramps kick in.

"Do you want a lollipop y|n?" The room goes dark and my hearing starts to cut out. I blink a few rimes regaining it and take a deep breath in opening my eyes

"Namjoon she passed out. I think she had a dream", I look around and realize the cold air wasn't on at all. I had all of my clothes on to.

"Are you alright y|n?" He asks me brushing my hair back. I see a giant air plane out of the window as the blue sea in the sky was swallowed up by clouds of grey.

"Did I pass out?" They all nod and Namjoon rubs my head and I sit up.

"You said my name so quietly and than you were out cold", there were little whispers between Jimin and tae, I wondered dearly what they could have been about. So I sort of eavesdropped on their conversation.

"Okay let's go to the store there and we can get some roses for her they always bloom so beautifully and last forever. Although it is expensive I know but I've saved up",

"You saved up it's been one night how could you have possibly saved enough for them?" 

"Jimin I already bought them", 

"Than can I give them to her?"

"No way you buy your own and give them to her!"

"Buy what and give to who?" I ask curiously popping up behind them. They both look at each other and than at me smiling.

"Something for someone we love", Tae grabs my hand after he commented that.

"Who's the lucky girl?" They both wink at me and turn around while I blush my little semi broken heart away. I sit back with Namjoon and he smiles looking at me happily.

"So, I'm glad you're making new friends",

"You were my friend first",

"Is that supposed to mean something special?"

"Yeah, you took care of me, you made me feel safe, you took my loneliness away and so much more. I can't thank you enough for that. You're a very special friend",he looks at me surprised but than smiles brightly kissing my cheek leaving a bigger smile on my face.

"Your a really special person to me to. You really are. You don't even know how to explain it. I don't even know if you can explain it, if I did I would turn into",

"A babbling idiot who freezes like a deer in headlights?" Tae asks looking back at him.

"Well yeah pretty much that", I gasp and lightly hit his chest.

"You're anything but an idiot!" I say as he pretends I hit him extremely hard.

"Oh y|n why did you hit me? I thought you loved me and you cause me this pain!" I decide to play along. My mother always used to tell me how gifted I was when it came to acting. I put one hand on his back and one on his chest where I hit him.

"Namjoon I don't know what got into me. I didn't mean to do such a thing to you. I'm so sorry, please forgive me", he looks at me seriously holding the back of my neck pulling me into him, not only into him but into a much needed kiss I didn't know I needed. I tried to adjust myself but I slipped into the arms of someone I never knew I really needed. He catches me by the waist sitting me on his. I lay my head into the crook of his neck letting go of his soft lips.

"How are you feeling?"

"Extraordinary!" 

"SPEED BUMP!" Jin yells. I scream flying into the air but not hitting the roof but landing on Namjoon's lap pretty hard. 

"AH JIN! Not cool!" He grits his teeth but with a smirk at the same time.

"I'm so sorry Namjoon I didn't think I would land that hard I'm so sorry", he shakes his head eyeing Jin who was covering his mouth with such an obvious smirk. I slide off of Namjoon's lap but he keeps my hand in his. Sometimes it's hard to tell where life is taking you. Sometimes it's hard to tell where people are taking you. But by the way they were taking me was clearer than a crystal.