nothing I can do

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"What?" He looks at my stomach than up at me. I felt my eyes start to tear up making my vision blurry.

"I don't think there is anything I can do about it. I'm so sorry,"

"B-b-but there's always something you can do about it," I take his hand placing it over my stomach whimpering,"You c-can rub my stomach and and and make me feel better right. You told me you were gonna make it go away! I-I-it's it's still there. You promised me," the whimpers were just coming out without my intent. I felt so sad to hear those words.

"It is gonna be better, it's just gonna take some time, I would never just say that to say that, please come here," I drag myself into his arms and let my tears mark his chest like had marked me. I pulled myself up and cling to him.

"How long w-w-will it take to make it go away?"

"I honestly don't know but hey," he lifts my chin up,"It isn't gonna be much longer before you feel good as new. Than we can take you back to your mother and you'll have nothing left to worry about. It won't be to long before you heal and that I can promise you, I know it hurts and I know you don't feel well but you haven't given yourself a chance to heal yet. Just give yourself that one chance and you'll be better in no time," His words made sense. Yes it hurt horrifically when I moved but I haven't really given myself a chance to rest up so I could get better.

"P-pr-promise?"

"I promise you. I couldn't promise you anything better, and I certainly couldn't promise you anymore," I lay down and he rubs his thumb over my cheek as we continue on the road back to home I had hoped. Tae was on the other side of me and only Jin was buckled up probably because he was at the wheel. I see him look at me in the mirror and I smile. He smiles back and winks making a sharp turn. Tae falls over me pinning me to Namjoon.

"Tae I thought Namjoon didn't like you doing that to y/n," Jin said sarcastically. I look up at Namjoon and he eyes Tae very angrily. Tae backs down and sits back onto his seat turning bright red.

"Joonie why can't Tae lay with us?"

"Because you're mine and I don't want to share... Because you're mine," I didn't know what the rules of dating were. So how was I supposed to know if he really wasn't making this up or not. No no I can't think stuff like this, he protects me and tells me only the truth, because he loves me. I had to trust him back but I didn't want to be that skeptical person who doesn't trust anyone that wouldn't be fair to anyone.

"If she is my friend than I have a right to kiss her forehead! You can't tell me I'm not aloud to do something for your own selfish reasons!" Namjoon sticks his tongue out at Taehyung but he kisses my forehead anyways making Namjoon mad jealous.

"I asked you to help me protect her not act like a fool and treat her like your little dumb stuffed animal and kiss her all the time," I whimper as their yelling starts to increase. I didn't think he noticed but those words hurt me a little to.

"She isn't dumb and plus I'm sure y/n would prefer her over you anyday! I don't know when you thought you were the king of this house or who you were gonna live up to your promise of not yelling when y/n was around but either way they're both lies and not true! I don't know who you think you are but snap out of it you PABO!"

"You're the PABO FIRST OF ALL AND WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT NOT YELLING WITH HER AROUND BECAUSE I THINK YOU BROKE THAT PROMISE TO JUST SAYING!!!!" I cover my ears as best as i could and Jimin manage to slip me out of Joon's grip and covers my ears.

"Just ignore those to you don't need that right now. Just remember he's being protective over you,"

"B-b-but I don't like protective Namjoon I want my soft Namjoon back. The one who didn't act so aggressive and hostile," Jimin chuckles while Hoseok cuddled up to me making me feel warmer on the inside and out.

"I know we aren't him but this is the best you can get for now,"

"If this is the best than I don't want it to be better," it suddenly went quiet. That's how I wanted it to finally be. I rested my eyes letting it throw me into a deep sleep. I had been so exhausted and it was exactly what I needed. I was happy and so was everyone else, that was all I needed.

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