Cramps (RM x reader)

sick & tired

It came towards the middle of the night when I woke up again. The bed was still empty while I felt around. I attempted to sit up but I was in to much pain. I whined twisting and turning but that only made the pain worse. It was a mix of sharp and sickening. I get up and run to the bathroom ignoring the pain than shoving someone out of the way throwing up into he toilet. When I was done I held my stomach in pain falling to my knees sobbing.

"Hey, hey, hey! What's wrong?!" Someone runs to me. I wail falling onto the floor. The person picks me up while I turn my head up to them. It was Hoseok. I violently hit his chest angered that he had come so late.

"Let me go! Get away from me you're no help!" he hugs me tightly than rubs my back.

"I've been looking for you for the past hour and I couldn't find you. Didn't you hear me say you could come with me?" I shake my head crawling under his oversized sweatshirt.

"I didn't even know you said that,"

"Oh... I'm so sorry, I should have spoken louder. Come on let's go sit down, or lay down in this case. You look so pale. I should have just stopped working I'm such an idiot,"

"W-where'd Joonie go?" I ask still under his sweatshirt. He stays quiet than starts walking off somewhere. I hear the TV start to grow louder and knew that he was the only one with a TV in his room. I pop my head out of the hole at the top where he was. Our faces were closer than expected but he still smiles kissing my cheek. I lay my face in the crook of his neck still pondering the question.

"While you were still asleep and we got back home... Tae and Namjoon got into an actual fight. I'm talking about fist to face fighting. Jin was taking Namjoon to a hotel to calm down and figure out why he lashed out like that and before Jin got him away he yelled to us saying if anyone of us tried to help you while he was gone than he wouldn't forgive us than take you away from here."

"Is there something wrong with him? Like mentally wrong with him? He never would act like that. He never has," Hoseok sits on the bed laying Down taking me with him.

"He takes a medicine to help his headaches but one of the after effects are something like overreacting about stuff. But it seems he's overreacting about losing you. Don't take it personally, unless you like boys that literally fight for you," I giggle snuggling into his bare chest.

"What do you mean after affects."

"Withdrawals. You know where you like are maybe using drugs but than you try to stop but you get all these aftereffects from it. Yeah withdrawals is what they're called but I say after affects," I just nod shivering from the cold. My neck and arms were starting to stiffen up.

"Do you think you could help me with my neck... It's starting to hurt so bad at the moment."

"Well of course I can help you silly," he rubs my back and shoulders. I smiled snuggle my face into the crook in his neck. It felt nice. Someone knocks on the door making us both look back.

"Who is it?" I whisper to him.

"I'm not sure but let's find out. Come in!" Namjoon walks in. He was soaked and bruised. He looks at me no expression in his eyes... Or face.

"You're awake.... That's good," his voice was quiet to the point where it could have been drowned out by a breeze. Not only that but it was raspy. It sounded like he hadn't used it in a few years. I didn't understand why he was like this. I get out of the sweatshirt walking over to Namjoon. He had a black eye, it looked like he wasn't just in one fight but a few.

"Are you okay? You look terrible," all I could get was a shrug from him. I look back and Hoseok gets up from his bed walking towards me and pushing me forward into Namjoon's arms. He stumbled back when I hit his chest. He hugs me tightly kissing my cheek.

"I'm sorry Hoseok. Do you know where Jungkook and Tae is?"

"Go take care of her you can clear it up tomorrow. She needs you right now," he nods picking me up and walking to our room.

"I'm so sorry I wasn't here for so long... I hope they took care of you, even though I told them not to," I shrug while he puts me down. Now I was soaked, I sat there though waiting to see what he was gonna do next. He kept looking at me from the corner of his eye so I looked down. His smile always got wider every time I did. He strips down into nothing and I look away.

"Are you gonna sleep like that?"

"Do you want me to?"

"Maybe later I guess but not now. I don't know," he chuckles and comes back to the bed laying down.

"I'm just gonna sleep like this tonight I'm to tired to put another pair of underwear on. I'm sorry if you aren't comfortable with this just tell me if you aren't and I -," I shake my head.

"I don't mind. Am I allowed to sleep like that?"

"I mean I don't see why not. It would probably be easier to do so. Than you can just wear my big shirt tomorrow," I smile and started to take my clothes of. I felt his hands start to climb their way up my back and unlatched my bra. There was marks all around my skin and he looks at them all.

"Thanks...,"

"Why do you wear this so tightly? Doesn't it hurt?"

"Sometimes I guess, but I don't really acknowledge it until it moves or something than it stings. A bit but I get over it eventually."

"That doesn't sound very comfortable. Come lay with me," I finished undressing than he pulls me into his chest. I look at him surprised while he just tiredly smiles. He covers both of us up.

"You look really good with wet hair,"

"Oh do I?" I nod while he turns over hugging me to his chest.

"I got sick tonight...," He runs my back.

"I know. Let's go to sleep so you can heal some more," he placed his hand on the back of my head gently pushing me into the crook of his neck. I smile hugging him.

"I love you oppa,"

"I love you to. Very much,"