Just friends - Colby Brock (Completed)

What are we doing?

-night-
*knock knock*
"Come in!" I say finishing putting my earring in . I see Colby in all black jeans with converse and a button up. "You look. Wow" I laugh "Thank you Colbs you look wow too" I was wearing a tight grey dress that had a v neck with black heals. We were going out tonight for the first time. At least I thought so. "You know you should have really told me where we are going" "Why is that" "Cause I'll feel silly if I'm over dressed" "you look perfect" I blushed "Okay okay"

-arriving-
"Colby I swear" we pull up to the board walk at a nice restaurant. "This is too much" "Is it too serious for a first date?" "If it was anyone else but me yes but it's okay" I feel like things are moving too fast. "Your table mam' , sir" we were seated and shortly after ordered. "So" he said "So" "Usually we would talk about first date stuff but I already know everything about you." I sigh and reach my hand across the table , holding his hand. "Colbs what are we doing" "We're eating dinner?" "No you know what I mean, what are WE doing" I sighed "I don't know" "Maybe this just isn't us" "Do you not feel like how you used to" "No it's not that, I mean this, maybe this isn't us, the fancy dates , the expensive gifts, we aren't starting on chapter one we are on chapter like 100, Colby I already like you for you , you don't have to impress me" he blushed "I just, Ive been so confused lately, one second we're friends , one second we aren't" "Is that not okay with you?" "It's really not, Arya , I don't want to be just friends with you, I want to be your whole world, your boyfriend, your soul mate, I want to be yours" I swallowed not knowing what to say, I guess I had expected this to be different. "I a- I-um" "Shit" I sighed "Colby please just-" "You don't feel the same do you, you don't love me, how could I have been so blind" "I'm sorry" I said suddenly feeling horrible about myself. He set his napkin down on the table and paid for the bill upfront, then walked out of the restaurant. What have I done. I knew in that moment I did love him , the feeling of him leaving me is something I never wanted to feel again in my entire life.