'cuz he got malo in him | yoongi ✓

t w e n t y - s e v e n t h

one year ago.

"no no no no, i was probably just mistaken." you told yourself, slightly panicking but tried to step out of the restroom to take a second look. you gasped quietly. you weren't mistaken. yoongi was really with your sister! 

you didn't want to assume but your sister's arm was clinging to yoongi's. you took a step back and went back to the restroom. you stared at the reflection of yourself in the mirror. tears started to fall. your heart tightened.

"no-" your voice cracked.

you sobbed quietly as you covered your face with your palm, completely absorbed with the pain you were feeling. you hated the feeling. you hated pain.  it always reminded you of your mother's death. you loathed pain. 

your chin trembled as you cried quietly. you felt like punching your chest for some reason to get rid of the pain but it didn't work. 

you were screaming in your mind. 

your knees went weak and you found yourself sliding down to the floor. you kept your back against the cold wall, the restroom looked smaller than it was. you hugged your knees and cried. your sobs were stifled. you suddenly felt lonely and empty.

they said the most painful tears are the ones from your heart and soul. indeed, it was like piercing you. it was ripping you apart. 

"i've been calling your phone. the movie already st- oh my god, what happened to you?" your friend ran to you as she hugged you. the hug was the trigger. you felt more tears fell and your heart tightened. 

"h-he's here. and he's with my sister. ye seul-ah, he's cheating on me! h-he was getting cold and distant but i never knew he is with my sister now. ye seul-ah, i love my sister! she doesn't have the same blood as me but i looked up to her like a real sister. i love yoongi as my half! he said he loves me. h-how could this happen?" you sobbed quietly, choking with your own words. 

your friend cursed and hugged you tighter as she patted your back. 

"let's go home." she whispered, completely forgetting about the movie.

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hesha: i almost cried writing this. i hope you guys felt the same emotion as i have when reading this chapter. it was really sad for me. :((

but really though, i feel bad for the tix and popcorn, lol