(im so sorry you had to wait long for this chapter, ive just haven't had the time to write or been in the mood to. i hope you enjoy. also, show love to nct u with their comeback 'boss'!!)
Yuta's pov:
I never meant for it to get out of hand. I have never, ever seen WinWin like that before.
After he ran out the room, I froze. My heart shattered into a million pieces. I was too busy trying to make him jealous than actually care and see how he was. He was in absolute bits and I didn't even know.
It was the next day ater the trauma between us, and WinWin hadn't come out of his room since yesterday, he hadn't come out for food or anything, and I was filled with guilt. This was all my fault and I wish what I had done never happened. Jaehyun knocked on WinWin's door, he was the only one WinWin could really trust right now. I was that person once and I would do anything to be that person again. Jaehyun was knocking to give him food, I was directly behind him. 'Is it Jaehyun?' WinWin's soft voice said and I broke down in tears. I haven't heard his voice since yesterday when he was screaming at me, so to hear it at that soft tone was comforting, but you could still tell he was hurt..
'Yes WinWin, it's me. I've got food for you..' 'I'm not hungry..' WinWin plainly said back. 'Please..' escaped Jaehyun's mouth as I heard a sigh from the other side of the door. The door slightly opened. He only saw Jae until I stepped to the side, clear in his view. His face was puffy and he looked so tired. I wanted to comfort an apologise to him for the rest of my life. But as soon as he saw me, he snatched the plate off Jaehyun and slammed the door.Never in my life have I felt so low. What have I done?
Jaehyun looked at me disappointed-'You just left, ignored him for weeks on end. I would react the same...' He was right. I knew he wouldn't be able to speak to me, so I left him alone.
However, the next day, I was preparing myself as to what I was going to say. I don't know how he will react but I fucking hate myself right now. Knowing I've hurt him this bad is disgusting. He deserves the world, and I'm going to let him know that.
'Yuta leave me alone' WinWin replied to my knock, I always do the same one. 'No please baby-' 'Don't fucking baby me, just go' he harshly said back. 'No, I'm going to explain myself to you, I don't want it to be like this anymore, I can't stand it. I-' 'Oh here he goes, making it about himself again, just go Yuta, honestly..' 'I love you, I'm not giving up that easily Dong Sicheng. Now please, you don't have to take me back, I understand why you wouldn't. I just want to try..' I said with emotion and passion in my voice.
The door slowly opened, and I entered cautiously..
TO BE CONTINUED!!
