(shocking right!!!! im updating this so quick after the other chapter!!! i hope you enjoy it) (swearing)
Yuta's POV:
It was the next day after me and WinWin made up, and I couldn't be happier!! But after seeing Jaehyun so broken yesterday, I couldn't help but check if him and Taeyong were on good terms.. So I decided to inform WinWin that I'm going to talk to Taeyong about it all. I had WinWin wrapped in my arms- 'Hey babe, is it okay if I go and talk to Taeyong quickly and see what's happened?' 'Of course babe, no need to ask. Tell me what's happened after so I can try my best to help also..' WinWin said in a worried tone. Jaehyun was his best friend, and he had been very upset from yesterday.
I walked down the hallway and up to Taeyong's room. 'It's Yuta, can I come in quick?' I asked after I knocked. He let me in and I sat on the edge of his bed. 'What's happened Taeyong?' 'What do you mean?' I was shocked. It was as if he didn't know how Jaehyun was.. 'I mean what's happened to you and Jaehyun? He looked heart broken yesterday and said that there was no such thing in second chances..?' Taeyong looked down to the floor, unable to look me in the eyes after I told him that news. 'I broke up with him, I couldn't pretend anymore Yuta..' Pretend? I was completely confused. 'Talk to me Taeyong.' 'I started liking someone else, and I couldn't lie to him anymore.' I didn't know how to react. I guess it was the right thing to do, but I couldn't help but feel bad for Jaehyun. 'Who is this other person?' I asked out of curiosity. He looked at me with teary eyes-
'You.'
My eyes widened and my heart dropped. 'No Taeyong, no, no, no, no. Fuck man..' 'What's wrong with it? I'm single, you and WinWin are fucked. What's stopping us?' I paced around his room, my hands behind my head. 'We are back together Taeyong!! You can't like me!! I'm not risking my relationship again. I'm so sorry but I can't. How the fuck did you get feelings for me, fuck, fuck, fuck!!' 'I don't know Yuta, maybe when you were around me 24/7 to make WinWin jealous!! I can't just stop these feelings Yuta.'
At this point, we were whispering, but like whisper shouting to each other so nobody could hear. 'You need to get back with Jaehyun..' 'Yuta. I. Can't!! I like you for fucks sake.' 'No, no you fucking don't! I'm sorry but I cant risk it all again..'
I paced out of his door and took a long breath. Fuck, I can't let this ruin me and WinWin again. I walked back into WinWin's bedroom. 'What did he have to say?' WinWin innocently asked. I panicked, 'Oh, he just said it wasn't working out for them anymore..'- my eyes darted around the room as I said that, I was too nervous and shocked to concentrate. 'I'll speak to Jaehy-' 'NO!', I shouted, startling him, 'there's that show you wanted to watch. I'll sort it all out between them don't worry..' 'Awe babe, I don't deserve you!! Come here and cuddle..'
I love WinWin with all my heart, but I have no clue what to do with Taeyong. I'm not letting this ruin me and my boy.. I got my phone out:
Taeyong: I'm sorry if I've ruined everything..
Me: He doesn't know, and it's gonna stay like that. You need to get rid of these feelings or I'm fucked
Taeyong: I know, what about Jaehyun? What am I supposed to do? I do still love him, it's your fault we are in this mess
Me: Talk to him, do whatever you need to do. Just leave me out of it..
Taeyong: Are we still friends?
Me: Yes hyung, just please sort it out.
WinWin was too busy watching the show to notice. I hope he sorts it out, this can't carry on..
Fuck..
(oof!! i have no idea how im gonna carry this on but ill figure it out. hope you all like it, ill see you in the next one. love you alllll)
