The comments on my latest YouTube video kept rolling in as I hit post I was regretting even making a video with Ethan, luckily Ethan was at Mark's so he couldn't see my breakdown. I started crying. My sobs were so loud that I didn't hear the front door unlock and open. I heard footsteps, not knowing who it was nor caring I sat still on Ethan and I's bed, sobbing into my hands and scrolling through the comments on my phone
"Y/n! What happened? Are you okay?" Ethan said dropping his bags and running over to me, I quickly turned off my phone and dropped it to the side that wasn't facing Ethan in hopes that he wouldn't see it.
"I-I'm fine Ethan." I knew it wasn't convincing, I knew he was gonna question me, but what was I supposed to do? I heard my phone go off beside me. Ethan's head shot in the direction of the noise. I shut my eyes, praying he wouldn't grab it. I opened my eyes seeing Ethan glance at my phone and then at me. We both reached for my phone, he grabbed it before me.
It's fine, I thought. He doesn't know my password. He pressed the home button and my phone went to my home screen. Biscuits. I forgot I let him put his thumbprint in my phone. He went to my latest video on YouTube and looked at the comments. His eyes started watering and I had started crying again.
He instantly dropped my phone in the bed and tackled me in a hug. I hugged back but continued crying. "Ssshhhh, Y/n it's gonna be okay. I'll make a video telling them the hate needs to stop in a bit, but for right now I'm gonna comfort you. I hate seeing you cry."
After a few minutes of comfortable silence I had stopped crying and Ethan and I had moved positions.
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"Do you wanna talk about it?" Ethan asked
"Yeah, why do your fans hate me."
"They don't. Okay maybe some of them do but I love you and that's all that matters right?"
"Right."
"I'm tired can we go to sleep now?"
You giggled, "Yep, I love you."
"I love you too"
And with that you snuggled into his chest and he kissed your head.
