My Paints

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My Paints

One smack to her face

and one tear down her chin.

Quickly I embrace her

and let this anger end.

    I love this girl.

But my anger block that out.

She never knows my true feelings

everytime I scream and shout.

    Something heavy weighs me down.

It’s the monster inside me.

I am fighting it hard

but it’s winning so brutally.

    Her face is a painting

without my unnecessary colors.

Her face so beautiful

without my blacks, blues and others.

    She is not surprised.

Another time she has to forgive.

Because without each other,

how much longer can we live?

    Red isn't my favorite color

but it seeps down her face.

Only time it's so beautiful

but I see her disgrace.

She doesn't like my colors.

She is not grateful.

The monster arrives inside me

as I become hateful.

    Her friends tell her to leave

But they couldn't understand

That me and my baby

We go hand in hand

    Jealousy is green

Thats a nice color too

My baby doesn't think so

So I paint the color blue

    My knuckles, are scary purple .

But it is just art.

I paint when I'm angry

every second we’re apart.

    My baby doesn’t like my colors

but I think they mix well.

She screams she is leaving.

She’d be better off in hell.

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