My Other Half.

Chapter 1

Jade's Pov

I gently passed a brush over my eye lid, applying purple eye shadow, finishing everything.

"Today's the day, she'll wake up and see, that after all, she really needs me."  I recited, that was a part of a poem I wrote for a school project due today.

Of course it was about Ally.

Ever since we met I had this huge crush on her and it hurt so much to watch from the dark as she grew up and dated whoever she wanted.

"Waited all my life, for someone this fine,someone so beautiful, I just want some time" I continued, sighing.

'Maybe now she'll get, there's no going back, my heart is set'

....

I sighed again and forced a smile into the mirror. "Okay. I don't have time to be depressed, gonna do what I do best and force that smile."I told myself.

"Today, I will tell her."

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"Miss Jade, you're up" my writing teacher said.

Ally smiled at me and encouragement making my tiny little heart break even more when she looked away and started at her crush since forever.

I felt my eyes burn but i just blinked repeatedly and walked to the front of my classroom.

I cleared my throat and began from the top:

"Today's the day/she'll wake up and see/that after all/she really needs me. 

  Waited all my life/for someone this fine/someone so beautiful/I just want some time  

Hurt so much to help her/all the blood sweat and tears I went through/all of this for her.

Thought I could hide it well/so I forced those smiles/hurting like hell/it went on for miles"

the class gave me pity eyes at the line and me being me glared at them.

"I don't understand/How can she not see?/she's the one/the one meant for me.

One day maybe/she might see/I love her/I can't let her be.

But it's fine/my love just piles/but she doesn't know/ cause I hide it all with one smile" I finished. Everyone clapped and I walked back to my seat and glanced at Ally. 

She avoided my eyes.

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Ally's Pov

I brushed my hair little by little taking my time,Standing in front of the mirror.I glanced over my shoulder to see Max sleeping calmly.After I finish I decide to stare at myself for a while,The cuts I gave myself yesterday were still open and bleeding, I decided to put a bandage over them just so the blood will stop.I put on a black hoodie sweater so no will notice,like I always do.

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"Miss Jade, you're up" I heard the teacher said

I saw her got up from her seat,And went up.Once she saw me,I decided to give her a small smile.Then I look to my left, seeing the guy that will never noticed me unfortunately,He was cute, smart, perfect, he was the one...but is he really? Thats what I said to all my ex boyfriend, they will never unfortunately be considered to be the one.And besides how long can I keep this up? How long do I have to keep faking it saying that I love this boys when I actually love jade. I decide to glaced one more time,And stop staring before he thinks that am a creep or a stalker or something like that.

I decide to look at the ground,And Hear what Jade had to say.

"Hurt so much to help her/all the blood sweat and tears I went through/all of this for her.
Thought I could hide it well/so I forced those smiles/hurting like hell/it went on for miles"

Her? Is she taking about me?  The smiles are fake? Wouldn't blame her though I fake my smiles too.

"I don't understand/How can she not see?/she's the one/the one meant for me.
One day maybe/she might see/I love her/I can't let her be.
But it's fine/my love just piles/but she doesn't know/ cause I hide it all with one smile"

She the one? Jade loves me? Jade never told me anything about that before, instead of just being friends,Not lovers.
Okay, so she surely fake those smiles. I need to talk to her, I need to tell her how I actually feel...but its not the time, I might be wrong for all I know.

Once she finish I decide to raise my head up and clap for her,For how amazing she had done. Then I put my head down again,Just stare at the ground,And start thinking to myself.

I love Jade,But does Jade love me? Should I talk to her? should I stay quite? Will our friendship get ruined? All this question rushing through my head

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Jade's POV

I don't really think that something could hurt more than having someone you love ignore you.....

Especially if you don't know why.

I'll wait until lunch, then I'll talk to her.

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I sat down next to her. "Okay, what's up with you?"I asked. She shook her head. "You can't stay like this at me forever. Tell me what I did at least"I pleaded. She shook her head and got up.

"I have to go" she said quickly, avoiding my eyes again. I sighed. "Blocking me out isn't gonna help you. But whatever, just hide from me, I don't care" I suddenly lashed out at her. She flinched before turning on her heel and running away.

Then a long cold brezze pass by causing Ally's sweater to lift up a little.Before she did ran away, I caught a glance at her wrist.

She wouldn't........

Would she?

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Ally's Pov

I been thinking a lot recently.More than I could of ever image. I have feelings for Jade, But does jade feel the same? The same question pops up in my head...

Does she love me?

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Next thing you know it's lunch.She sat next to me

"Okay, what's up with you?" Jade said

I shooked my head,I didnt want to tell her,I could be wrong after all, It could ruin our friendship.

"You can't stay like this at me forever. Tell me what I did at least" Jade pleaded.

Thats the thing,Jade did nothing wrong, I just wanted to stay quite and think for a while. So I shooked my head again
And got up, I didn't know where I was headed, I just needed to get away.

"I have to go"  I said quickly. I didnt want to make eye contact, she could see right through me.

"Blocking me out isn't gonna help you. But whatever, just hide from me, I don't care" Jade said

I flinch...I couldn't say anything.But I did end up getting answer.

If she doesn't care, she doesn't want to help me, she would prefer for me to go away from her life.She doesn't care like I do.I run away.I did however felt a tear, going down my right side cheek...
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(WL now speaks)

heyyyyyyyy so i hope ya like this, if not, oh well.......but hey, we tried, anyways next chapter will be posted god knows when, but thanks if anyone read this i guess