My Other Half.

Chapter 2

Ally's Pov

I ran off crying, I just don't want to ruin our friendship,But I guess I already ruined it.

Wait,How did I ruin our friendship? She didn't came up to me and ask me for something, or did she? Was I ignoring her or something?

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Am at home,By myself.My mom never really is at home,But am use to it since I have Max with me. I decide to Text Jade and tell her am sorry.

"Am sorry...plzzzzz forgive me"

No response,Guess she was still mad at me.I decide to give it a second shot.

"You can't be mad at me forever, Come on just reply"

No response, After 10 Minutes I get this.

"Why didn't you tell me?"Jade said

"Am sorry"

"Not about you ignoring me...About you cutting?"

"What? I dont cut" I said trying to play it off

"The brezze blew up you sweater I saw a bandage in your wrist, Explain?"

I had to lie, I couldn't tell her that I was cutting.

"Max cut me, This morning I drop my brush next to him by accident,Guess it woke him up. And he wasn't in a happy mood." I said, I didn't want to lie.And I feel bad, I never lie to her before.

"Ok, I guess"

I feel bad I shouldn't off lie,But the world is already full of sins.How could one more hurt? Of course its gonna hurt once I tell her the truth, I should of had told her now...I shouldn't of lie.

"Umm...Ally?" I got a text from Jade

Jade's POV

-"Umm....Ally?"  I sent, biting my lip.

"yeah?" She sent back. My heart hurt so much as I thought about this....

Her crush since forever came up to me after she stormed away at lunch and asked me to set them up...

And I agreed.

Why? Because I knew that she wanted this since day one, I knew that at any chance she would say yes, and even though its gonna hurt, I want her to be happy.

I love her and will do anything for her.

"So Ryan talked to me at lunch after you left and asked me to set ya up...." My thumb hovered over the send button.

I love her,

And I want her to be happy,

And this will make her happy,

So why is it so hard to do this?

Why is it so hard to see her happy, but with him?

"It's for her. Anything for her" I whispered to myself, and pressed send.

Right away she responded.

"ReallY??!Oh my freaking God!"She sent back.

Two seconds later she called me.

"Oh my god can you believe this?!"She squealed.

Tears started to puddle in my eyes.I cleared my throat and forced my voice to sound happy. "No! I'm so happy for you!" I said as tears slipped down my face. 

"Ugh what am I gonna say? Oh my God I can't-" As she kept rambling my mind drifted elsewhere and I walked inside my bathroom, slumping against the door.

"-Ally I'll call you back, I gotta go" I told her. "Uh, okay. Talk tomorrow?" she said. "Yeah, and I'm happy for you." I said quietly. There was a silence.

"I am too"

And then she hung up.

My tears fell freely and I spent the rest of my time just pressed against the door, feeling my pain multiply by infinity.

I hate myself so much right now.

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(WL writing)

sorry for the short chappie, next one will be longer, promise