My Other Half.

Chapter 3

Jade's POV

I popped three pills in my mouth and pressed play on my playlist and open my notebook to a fresh page.

I scribbled everything I felt down, since I don't have any other way to express my feelings.

When I was done I called the poem "Under."

Guess who its about.

"Look underneath

Her deceiving smile,

Under her clothes,

Under her scars.

Look underneath,

her lying eyes,

her traitor voice,

her sad life.

Look underneath,

her forever long-sleeves,

her sad tears,

her skinny body,

showing she doesn't eat.

She's hurting,

and you can see,

if you look,

underneath."

I put my pen down and closed my eyes, breathing deeply. I leaned my head back against the wall and felt something wet fall on my nose.

I wish this wasn't real.

No, I wish Ryan was dead.

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I picked up a razor and slit my wrist.

I gasped as the blood spilled and a numbing feeling came over the skin.

But it felt.....Good you know?

So I did it over and over and over, until my arm was completely bloody and cuts were all along my arm. 

"Fuck."I muttered as some blood dropped on the floor.Then more, then more....

"Damn it." I hissed. I quickly got up and went to the sink. I washed my arm, wincing as the water touched my open wounds, when the door got knocked on.

"Wait!"I called out. "Hurry up!"My little sister Mia urged. Fuckkkkkkkk I'm dead.

Before I could do anything, she busted through the door.

I'm dead.

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Ally's POV

Atter Jade told me she need to go,I just kept on screaming,And feeling happy about myself. After a while I get a text from Ryan.

"Hey Ally, its Ryan."
              
"Oh, Hi, How did you get my number?"

"Well, uhh,I ask Jade for your number so I could ask you something...would of thought Jade told you by now"

"Jade told me something alright,But not the phone number part"

"So could I Take you,Ally walker, On a date today at 7? "

"That be awesome"

Am going on a date with Ryan,I need to tell Jade,Thats right I love both of them...but one made a move. I don't need to tell her now, She need to go somewhere.

I got ready for our date, Am wearing (Letting you guys choose what Ally gets to wear)

By the time I was done,Ryan rang the doorbell.I open the door and step outside.

"Well,You look beautiful today" Ryan said

"So do you"

He took me to a fancy restaurant.We were at our table, perparing what to order.

"Ok, what gives? We never talk before, so why now?" I ask

"Look, you are just a really amazing person, and I haven't talk to you since its been difficult since I been getting butterfly"Ryan said

If only Jade could hear what Ryan says, If she cohld see what I see in Ryan.

-Skip the date-

Ryan is now taking me home, from our amazing date. We are right in front of my house, And he gets out from the diver seat and close his door, He goes around the car to open my door, and close it. After that he hold my hand and walk me to the front porch.

"Today was such an amazing day with you by my side" Ryan said

"Same" I said

"Well, Bye"

"Bye"

After that I lie against the door.Then Ryan phone rang

"Hello?"
"Yeah,Don't worry babe.Am just picking up those flowers you wanted"

He has a girlfriend? Did he just say Babe?

Jade's POV

-My little sister stared at me, the razor, then the red water in the sink.

She closed the door.

"Wh-What are you doing?!"She asked, her voice shook as she kept it in  whisper.

"I- I'm not.....this was the only time I swear." I rambled. Her breathing shook. "Jade, por que?"She asked, walking up to me and helping me wash the blood away. (Jade, why?)

"No sé por qué "I lied. (dont know why)

"No estás feliz?"She asked, looking into my eyes. (are you not happy?)

I said nothing. She sighed. "Talk to me, we never hang out anymore, what's wrong?" she asked me quietly. I looked into her eyes as a tear rolled down my face.

And then I told her everything.

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Ally's POV

I was tearing up.How could a boy like that,Be so rude.He texted me.

"Thanks for the awesome date"

"Nope,Sorry you got the wrong girl,Asshole"

"Whoa, whoa,what did I do?"

"Opps sorry"

"Its okay"

"I  meant to say bitch,Heard you got a gf"

"Okay,I do.It was a dare, For $50.I was supposed to take you on a date, make you love me, and kiss you when the time was right."

"Good,Then you didnt earn the $50,Bye bitch"

I then decide to block him on every social media. I cant have a toxic boy like that ruined my life...I decide to call Jade up.

Come on, pick up, pick up, pick up....

"Hello?" Jade said

"Hey Jade I need to talk to you"

"What about?"

"You were right about Ryan, He is a jerk"

-I told her everything about what happen today-
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Hello! Its Alexis speaking (I seen what you been doing Wobbin)