My Other Half.

Chapter 4

Ally's POV

I told Jade everything that happen,No details were left out,I show her our text conversation,Everything.I took a drink or two while we were in the phone call.I told her she should come over,So we could have a sleepover.She agree.
Though I kept on drinking aand drinking into she came over,I was a complete mess.

-Doorbell-

That must be Jade.I got up and started walking straight to the door,Through I wasn't walking straight more of a clumsy walk.

"Hey Ally"

"Hellllooooo Jade,Comeee On In."

We then sat on the couch

"Okay,So I got everything set up for what we will do,We will wacth moives,Order pizza,And ect" Jade said

"That sounds great, I love me some pizzzzzzaaaa...pizza? Pizza? Pizza!"

Max carries an empty beer bottle,And brings it overs to where jade and I am,And set it down on Jades lap.

"She was drinking?"

Max whines and bow his head down

"Jade,I have something to tell you!"

"What, is it Ally?"

"I-i-i-i Love you Jade"

"As Bff right?"

"No Jade, Moorrrreeee than thattt, I loveeee yooouuuuu"

Jade's Pov

"No Jade, Moorrrreeee than thattt, I loveeee yooouuuuu" She slurred.

My heart sped up."Fo-for real?" I asked. I was debating on whether it was the beer in her system talking, or if she was for real.

But then suddenly tears ran down her face.

"Yes, I love y-you and I've never told you be-because I'm scared you woun't love me b-back. But I l-l-love you Jade, I real-lly do"She said between tears and hiccups.

I ran a hand through my hair. "Let's get you to sleep, you'll feel better in the morning, come on"i helped her up and I tried to walk her to her room, when suddenly she turned my head to hers and before I knew what she was doing, she kissed me.

She kissed me.

Oh my freaking god, am I drunk too?

She closed her eyes, and suddenly I knew 

I wasn't dreaming, this was actually happening, she was actually kissing me.

And I kissed her back. My eyes fluttered closed and I kissed her back, her fingers knotted in my blue hair, and I wrapped my arms around her waist, drawing her closer. I felt my own tears fall down my face, mixing with hers. I rolled my tongue over hers, enjoying this moment while I could.

Oh god my heart's a mess.

She won't remember this in the morning,

But I'll stay with her.

She kissed me harder, and we fell on the couch, with me somehow on top of her.

I pulled away. 

"You might not remember this in the morning, but I love you too Ally. I loved you since we first met, I love you since you first told me about your problems, I still loved you even as I watched from the dark corners as you went from guy to guy, girl to girl, I loved you even though you never noticed that I did from day one" I told her softly.

"I-if I don't remember, promise me you'll tell me"She whispered.

"I don't think-"

"Promise me!"She pleaded.

It hurt to see her like this, so messed up, so hurt, wanting my love so badly.

"Okay, I promise" I lied. She smiled.

"Thanks for understanding Jade, you always did." She whispered, just as her lights went out.

I don't really show it, but I'm actually pretty strong, so it wasn't that hard to carry her to her room. I laid her down on her bed and kissed her forehead gently.

"I love you, Ally. I'll stay for the night" I whispered. I wrapped my arms around her waist and buried my head in the crook of her neck.

But I can't tell you the truth.

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