Who is that? F.F./Smut 18+

Chapter 4: Confession

I walked out of the room and waited in the hall. Maybe I shouldn't have tried to hit him again. Nasty thoughts kept running through my head. He doesn't like you. He will never like you. But you wonder why he kept staring at you and offered to bring you to eat. You were rubbing your wrist when he came out. He watched you, with a pained expression and then walked until he was in front of you.

"Y/N, I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you," He says dropping his eyes. Jeez, why was he acting like this all of a sudden.

Maybe he feels bad for what he said to you earlier. You show him your biggest smile while holding your cheeks. "Aigo, see I'm fine, no worries."

The corner of his mouth twitches a little as if he was holding back a smile. You grab his arm and lead him to the exit. Suddenly he grabs your hand and holds it. Aiiiieeee what's going on?! You meet his eyes and blushed, again turning into a tomato. He ends up leading you to the back of the building and into the parking lot where his car was parked. As you reached it he let go of your hand and went to the driver's side. Nice move, shouldn't he open your door for you? Wait you forgot, he wasn't a gentleman. Of course he wouldn't.

"You coming or what?" He calls from inside the car. You sigh opening your door and get in. As soon as your seat belt is buckled, he speeds off.

"Aigooo, Jungkook you're going too fast!" You yell. The speedometer read 78. He was going almost 80 on a regular street. Luckily there were no cars on the road with him.

"Please Jungkook slow down," you whimper while holding onto the seatbelt.

Jungkook begins to laugh and you look over at him. You smack his arm nearest you hard as you can. "JEON JUNGKOOK," you yell, " Stop laughing at me." You pucker your lips into a pout and feel tears start to form in your eyes. I will not cry in front of him, even if he is the sexiest man alive.

Jungkook POV

She was so cute when she was mad. I just wanted to kiss away that pout she always made. I looked over at her after stopping at a red light and noticed her eyes were shiny. Crap.

"Hey don't cry Y/N, I'm sorry." I said quickly.

She turned her face away so I couldn't see her. Shit, I feel like a jerk. I pulled the car over, unbuckled my seat belt and turned toward her grabbing her arm closest to me so I could turn her to face me. She pulled away as soon as she felt my touch. Why does she hate me ?

"Y/N please look at me," I begged. " I'm sorry I was being a jerk to you."

I tried to turn her again. This time she let me. Her eyes were red and wet with tears. Shit, I didn't want to see her crying. I wiped them away with my hand and pulled her to me into a hug. She began to sniffle as if crying again so I decided to do what I had been dying to. I ran my fingers through her dark locks, rubbing her back as well. She began to get quiet and still in my arms. It felt good like she was meant for me and only me. I could hold her in my arms like a child, but I wouldn't dare say so to her. She might get angry again. I laid a gentle kiss on the top of her head and placed her back into her seat. She looked at me as if I was the best thing on the earth, I was far from it. Just knowing how little she was wearing made the thoughts come back. Her moaning as I pumped two fingers in and out of her. Her wetness dripping onto your hand she begs you for more. You shake your head to get rid of it. It wasn't the time.

Your POV

He sat there staring at your thighs. You quickly grab the black cardigan you brought and covered them, blushing. He makes sure your seat belt is back on before driving off again. The ride was silent for a few minutes, the air thick and tense. Finally he broke the awkward silence.

"So, uhm where do you want to eat?" He asks looking at the road ahead.

A few restaurants come into view. The traditional Korean restaurant seemed like a neutral setting so you decided on it. He pulled into the parking lot and chose a spot far from the entrance. You both sat in silence for a minute before he spoke again.

"You ready to go inside or..." He looked down at his hands. His hair fell into his face as he did. Your heart began to beat rapidly. His face was so perfect and his eyes so dark yet so uncertain. His lips were a stern line, as if his mind was running a mile a minute. I leaned over and climbed onto his lap, straddling him. He looked at me as if I was going to hurt him. I would never hurt you Jungkook. I leaned down placing my lips on his and began kissing him. He didn't respond at first, but began to kiss back. His lips were so soft. His hands began to roam up and down your body until one rest on your ass and the other was massaging your breast. You moaned into his mouth allowing entrance to his tongue. Your tongues began to mingle until he sucked on your bottom lip causing you to moan again. You could feel his erection through his pants. So hard yet so big! You began to grind on him, making him groan into your mouth. You wanted him so badly.

"Y/N please," he begged you, pulling your top down to reveal your black lace bra. He sighed heavily at the sight and began to suck and lick the skin exposed. He looked up at you again.\

 " Y/N." He says louder than before. 

"Y/N?" You blink your eyes rapidly and look around. What just happened? You felt Jungkook's eyes on you. You look at him and smile embarrassed.

"Sorry what did you say?" I asked slowly. My panties felt so wet I needed to get to a restroom soon. I can't believe I was just day dreaming about that! Jungkook squinted his eyes in suspicion but got out of the car. Great. Just great.

We entered the restaurant and Jungkook asked for a private table. There was barely anyone here so why did we need something more isolated. The older woman led us to a table, gave us menu cards and took our drink orders. Jungkook was quiet which was unnerving me.

"Aigo, you're so quiet what's wrong?" I ask shoving my straw into the cup.

He shrugs his shoulders and looks outside. No doubt daydreaming again. The waitress came to our table again to get out meal orders and left us in awkward silence again. I poked his arm softly. He didn't budge.

"Jungkook?" I say shaking his arm. He turns and looks at me. His eyes were filled with that scary darkness again, but I let it go.

"Hey what're you thinking about? You look so serious." He blinks a few times and takes a sip of his drink. Why was he being so quiet. Usually he was always bullying and laughing at me so what was different.

Jungkook POV

Y/N just kept asking me what was wrong and I kept telling her it was nothing. It's not like I could tell her I was having fantasies about her. She got up from the table after a few minutes, I grabbed her wrist just before she could get too far.

"We're you going ?" I ask curiously. Was she going to leave me here alone?

"Aishhh, now you want to talk," She says, " I'm going to the restroom or do you want to follow me in, Jungkook?" Did she just say that to me.

"Are you mad at me or something?" I ask letting go of her wrist.

She laughs and smacks my arm, "You babo, I'm not mad I just really have to go to the bathroom."

"Oh ok, I'll wait here." I tell her.

She smiles walking off toward the restrooms. I think I want to tell her the truth, that I really like her. Maybe she'll like me back. I waited for a few and saw Y/N coming back. She looked relieved about something. The food arrived a minute after. YN ordered bibimbap so I decided to get the same. We ate in silence for a little until she cleared her throat.

"So why did you want to take me out to eat?" She asked looking at me inquiringly.

Shit what do I say to her. Should I tell her the truth or just make something up. Fuck. I'll just tell her, won't hurt to get it off my chest, "Well, uhm, I-I like you soo yeah," I say looking at my hands.

She was quiet for a minute or so and then spoke, " Wait did you just say you like me?" I nodded looking up at her. Her face was a mixture of emotions. Happy, sad, angry, surprised and lastly confused. Wait, why is she looking at me like that. Shit, did I just fuck up?