Our faces were so close I could smell her hypnotic perfume. I imagined myself grabbing her by the waist and pulling her into a kiss. Her small hands ran up and down my arms and chest, enjoying the kiss. She parted her lips slightly to let out a smal...
My most sincerest apologies to all you readers. I know I disappeared for sometime and I want to say sorry for that. Life has been very harsh on me lately and when I'm overwhelmed I tend to ghost on everything and everyone. Please forgive me!!!
I'm going to try and get this chapter finished, as well as trying to put up another chapter. Along with the stress of anxiety, writer's block is imminent. So it will be shorter than others. If anyone has any ideas or some cool, unique fanart they would like to showcase feel free to message me. I want to start adding some to the ends of my chapters or creating a whole page dedicated to these talented beings.
LOVE YOU ALL!!
P.S. Don't you just love Kookie's new hair?
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Y/N POV
We laid there for about 5 minutes, just cuddling and enjoying our time alone. I wished that we didn't have to hide this from the others. It was just too risky with Yoongi around knowing how he felt about me. Jungkook was tracing his fingers along my back and shoulders, making me shiver with every touch.
"What're you thinking about, beautiful?" He asked me.
I buried my head in his chest, my reply muffled by his shirt.
"Aigo, I can't understand a word you're saying." He chuckles.
I sighed heavily, lifting my head at the same time.
"I wish we didn't have to hide this from the others." I told him slowly.
Thinking back on everything, maybe telling Yoongi that I like him wasn't the smartest idea. It wasn't that I didn't like him, but it was more of a friend thing for me. I should have told him that as well so he wouldn't get the wrong idea. Winning the contest was one of the greatest things to happen to me apart from meeting my bias and falling for him more than I already had. Things were taking a turn for the worse and I didn't know how to fix it. Yes, we had agreed to be discreet about things. I felt as if it wouldn't work.
Jungkook placed a soft peck on my temple, his fingers slowly dancing over my skin.
"It will be okay, Y/n." He says quietly into my hair.
I really hope it would be.
Jungkook POV
Y/N was laying still in my arms, not saying a word. I could mentally see the wheels turning in her head as if she was thinking very hard about something.I began to move my fingers along her back gently making her shiver.
"What are you thinking about beautiful?" I asked, my own mind wandering on the possibilities.
Immediately she buried her head into my chest, mumbling something incoherent.
"Aigo, I can't understand a word you're saying." I chuckle.
She was just too cute sometimes.
She sighed heavily, lifting her head to look at me. Her face was full of so much doubt and fear. My heart began to beat faster and my stomach twisted uncontrollably. I knew I cared for her, but I had no idea what this feeling was. I wanted to take that look off her face, to protect her from whatever was causing her stress.
"I wish we didn't have to hide this from the others." She says slowly.
My heart sunk immediately. Only reason I had agreed to hide everything from my hyungs was because she wanted to. Yoongi-hyung had scared her, me as well, and didn't want to go against his word. But wasn't that what we were doing now? Things were utterly complicated enough with our comeback. Y/N wasn't my girlfriend yet, despite how badly I wanted to make her mine, but it wouldn't be good if Army found out or the managers. They would say she is distracting me or bully her in some way. Some fans were supportive of things like that with the entire group. And then there were the crazy ones who would do just about anything to be with one of us. Even harm or bully another person in their way.
I placed a soft kiss on her temple, my fingers still dancing over her skin. I wanted to stay like this with her forever if I could. I just didn't know how to do it without Yoongi-hyung getting in the way.
"It will be okay, Y/N." I reply quietly into her hair.
