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I fall apart//Zach

Zachs POV:

'She told me that I'm not enough'
Frowning I walk down the quiet hallway, the too dang quiet hallway. No more sounds of her giggling or the tv playing as she screams at some horror movie that she could never stomach to watch without all the lights on. An imagine of the tears running down her cheeks as she tried to let me down easy; tried to break it to me that I wasn't enough, that there was someone else she had been seeing who was making her happier, someone who she loved, more than she could ever love me.

'She left me with a broken heart'
My heart ached. Of course I know that there is not anything wrong with my physical heart, but that heart that exists in my head, the idea that having a heart is purely for loving someone else, aches, it's longing for her to be in my arms, longing to be holding her, but she's being held by another man, a man that was enough for her, a man that I can not be.

'She fooled me twice and its all my fault'                                                                                                                  She had done this once before, had broken me once, but she came back, and i fell for her again, because i had never stopped falling, never stopped loving her in the first place, so falling again, wasn't a hard task for me at all. If I never let her back into my life, I wouldn't be feeling this way now. This hurt, this heart ache its all my fault.   

'She cut too deep, now she's left me scarred'                                                                                                             I look inside the half empty bedroom, the half empty bedroom because shes not there. Emotionless, the only feeling i feel is the heart ache, the fact that i'm completely broken and shes off with another man, another man who is so much more of a man than i am, a man who is better for her.

'Now there's too many thoughts going through my brain'                                                                                  The things that go through my head, the things, the voices telling me i'm not good enough, the voices telling me that I do not deserve anything the world, that God has ever given me. I know i'm not worthy of living anymore, I crave the feeling of numbness, the feeling of nothingness. 

'And i'm taking these shots like its novacane'                                                                                                             I walk over to the closet and pull out the bottle of vodka. Although i'm underage, I was given this bottle of alcohol for my birthday a few months ago. I never wanted to open it until it would be legal for me to drink, but I didn't care anymore, I just want for everything to go away. Opening the bottle, I take a swig of the cool liquid, that burns going down my throat. My eyes water and my throat burns as I take another mouth full of the liquid, slowly numbing everything. As I finish the bottle, I feel the world slowly fading and darkness invading my vision.

Y/n's POV:

I walk to mine and Zach's house- Zach's house, it's not mine anymore, and I sigh, playing over the events in my mind. I broke up with Zach, because I had fallen in love with someone else and I couldn't lie to him anymore. I walk inside the house, and up towards the bedroom. I could hear nothing so I assumed Zach was out, so I was just going to grab my stuff and leave. I look at the pictures on the wall of a happy Zach and I. His smile in the pictures are the type of smile that makes you just want to smile.

As much as I love Zach, I couldn't love him enough and as much as he loves me. Sighing, I walk to the bedroom and open the door. I walk in and see Zach, his body limp against the wall. I can't control the blood-curdling scream that escapes my lips as I rush over to him, patting his cheek lightly and feeling for a heart beat; which is still beating weakly.

"Zach.. come on talk to me Zach... come on baby.." Grabbing my phone out of my pocket, I call the ambulance, crying as I explain the situation. I see Zach move the slightest and his lips move the tiniest bit as four words come out in a mere whisper.

"I'm n-not your b-b-baby.." He closes his eyes once again, and his heartbeat slowly leaves the world.

A/N

Hey guys. I haven't written anything in so long, but this is one that I had saved and didn't post because of how short it is. But I've decided to post it and idk, I might start writing again, if i get anough time. Much love, happy reading and until next time x