((ON HOLD)) Gone Mad. A Rick sanchez x reader

Update

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Hello again darlings. 

Basically a lot has happened over the past few weeks and I guess I'd like to vent about it to you all ♥

I had a boyfriend of two years who is known for blackmailing me into doing things for him and every time I tried to break up with him he blackmailed me to stay. Anyway, He introduced me to his friend group (What a mistake that was on his part ;P) who took me in without hesitation. I played a lot of games with them and rarely saw them because they live pretty far.

Every time My boyfriend (We'll call him Steve) had a break down I was his verbal punching bag. There were multiple instances of him telling me to kill myself and such. What made it difficult to leave him was the fact that he was deeply suicidal and clinically diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety and possibly schizophrenia. He's tried to commit suicide many times while I was with him. 

When he introduced me to his group I instantly clicked with his best friend (We'll call him John). Now, John lives all the way in Whales (A 6-8 hour train journey away) so obviously it was mainly in-game that I would speak to him. After a couple of weeks of talking to him I decided that I would confide in him and tell him about Steve and how he was acting. John immediately helped me with the problem by just being there to talk to over text and voice-chat and he made it easier to cope with everything happening.

Steve started to become very paranoid and decided to keep saying 'You can have her' to John when we had an argument and I ignored Steve but answered John. He told John to kill himself so many times.

Eventually I became so sick of Steve's shit and started developing extremely strong feelings towards John. I kept it secret from Steve for a while.

Then, around 4-5 weeks ago Steve kissed me and I pushed him away. He looked me in the eyes and asked me 'Do you have feelings for someone else?' and I stopped like a deer in headlights. He then figured out that it was John that I liked. 

He cried and cried while I tried to console him. He then asked me if John felt the same way about me. I had no idea so I sent John a blunt message saying 'We need to talk' and another one confessing my feelings towards him, which he reciprocated.

Then I decided to end it with Steve while I was in college, so I had my friends around me. He threatened to text my father and tell him about my mother's plan for divorce. I left him and he proceeded to send the message.

Shortly after, he hacked my Facebook and told John to kill himself via my account. Obviously John knew what was going on, but still.

I've blocked him on every social media and gaming platform I have and I have also changed my password for everything.

He's done a few more things like attempting to tell my auntie that I cheated on him (that did not end well) and also going through John and I's friend lists to try to get me to contact him.

Basically, it's gotten so bad that we've installed security cameras to watch over the outside of the house.

Steve is under 24/7 supervision and I currently believe I am safe.

Thank you all for your support. 💚

~Sheri