bittersweet ╱ lee daehwi

special chapter

Daehwi (HWISSLES)
perspective

It's been 40 days since you buried here in cemetery.

It's been a month since that killing happened, but the pain was still here, in my heart, leaving unforgettable scars.

I painfully smiled as I stare at my beloved's grave, with her name written and when she was born and died. I didn't cry, my tears were enough for what happened to her. Tama na, ayoko nang umiyak nang umiyak. My eyes looked like a zombie.

"Huwag ka na ngang umiyak, nagmumukha kang bakla, eh." she said, patting my head and smiled like an idiot. I hate that smile of yours.

"I'm not gay, Riyu. We end up being together, isn't it?" I replied, rolling my eyes.

"Talaga lang ha, umirap ka nga? Tss. Di bagay sa'yo maging lalaki, mukha ka talagang bakla--"

"Stop calling me gay or else, I will kiss you."

"Ay 'sus! Galawan mo Lee Daehwi! Ganyan naman kayong mga lalaki, eh, kapag tinatawag kayong 'gay', hahalikan niyo na kami, gano'n ba?" she pouted, crossing her arms.

"I don't like being called gay, 'coz I am a man, a guy." I said.

"Hahaha, takot ka nga sa multo eh. Bakla ka kasi! Bakla bakla!" she made a chant. I hurriedly pulled her arms and was about to kiss her but she covered her face with her right hand. Still, I removed it therefore I end up kissing her, in smack only.

After five seconds, our lips parted. I tried to stare at her face, she's blushing deeply.

"H-hoy! Bakit mo ko hinalikan? Magnanakaw ka!" she shouted.

"Shhh, huwag ka ngang maingay dito. Gusto mo bang dalawin ka ng mga kaluluwa?" panakot ko sa kaniya. Bakit ba kasi ang ingay nitong babaeng 'to? Pero ang cute niyang magblush, I had this romantic excitement towards her actions, and I actually like it, so much.

"Ikaw naman kasi, eh. Bakit mo ba kasi ginawa 'yon?"

"Because you kept on calling me gay that's why I kissed you, so better stop now or else you'll get an another round from me." I smirked, raising my eyebrows.

"Another round? neknek mo! Eh kung isampal ko kaya sa'yo 'tong bulaklak na binili mo--Oops, sorry!" alam na niya na para kay Somi iyon.

"I'm just curious, why did you became a balsam apple on wattpad?" I curiously asked as I stare at her hazelnut colored eyes. Her eyes tells innocence and emotionless at the same time.

"Eh? Wala naman akong lovelife, eh. Gano'n talaga kapag bitter." kumindat siya sa akin.

"Really? That was so cool."

"Anong cool ka diyan? April na ngayon, hindi na winter 'no. Kaya huwag ka na lang magcomment diyan." masungit na sabi niya.

"Are you on your period?" I'm laughing right now, sana hindi tama ang hinala ko.

"What if I say yes? Kaya pwede ba huwag mo akong bwisitin," as I thought.

"Okay, I'm sorry. I promise I won't do it again." I sincerly bowed.

"Talaga! Huwag mo na ako hahalikan ulit ah? Kung ayaw mong dumugo yang gilagid mo."

"Haha, let's go." I grabbed her wrist, pero bago muna 'yon, nag-iwan muna ako ng isang message kay Somi.

"Hope you'll rest well, I love you."

Riyu seemed to heard about it.

"Tara na," I knew it, she's obviously sulky.

"Hey, are you mad?" hinarap ko siya sa akin, medyo blangko ang mukha niya.

"No, I'm not."

"Or are you jealous for what I've said to Somi? Hey, don't be jealous, she's just my ex." natataranta kong sabi. D*mn, I don't want to see your face expressionless as heck.

"You still love her, am I right?"

"No---"

"It's fine, tara na. Umuwi na tayo." tanging nasabi lang niya. I didn't had the time to explain, just what the actual f*ck did I just do to make her mad? I'm completely an idiot.

I just couldn't forget about her, I'm sorry, Riyu.