I am disgusting.
I am awful.
I am hideous.
I am untalented.
The voices in my head tell me all these things.
Before it was only the voices.
Now it is people.
I know I am disgusting.
I know I am awful.
I know I am hideous.
I know I am untalented.
Constantly reminded.
Constantly told.
Constantly hurt.
I hurt myself.
I burden myself.
I do this to myself.
As least I know I am not the only one who does this to me.
I can fight them, but I cannot fight myself.
A/N: I wrote this just today. I write what has happened or what is happening. This may sound like cringy stuff but it is all true. To those who feel the same way you can always talk to me if you need to. I can help you, but I cannot help myself.
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