Do not leave me.
Please stay with me.
If you leave, a part of me will leave too.
If you leave, who will understand?
Who will tell me that I am worth it?
Who will comfort me?
Who will protect me from those voices in my head?
Who will shield me from my feelings?
No one else understands.
No one else can decode how I feel.
No one else can say those comforting words.
No one else can relate to me.
Who will share the same interest as me?
Who will be able to read my face and say what I want to say?
Who will motivate me?
No one else has the same interest as me.
No one else can take one look at my face and understand all the words I want to say.
No one else can motivate me.
No one can do any of these things like you do.
Yes, I still hurt but if you leave, it will be torture.
I am in a war with myself.
With you, I can take my battle station.
Without you, there is no weapon to use.
This battle is lost.
This war is not mine to win.
Every day is a battle.
Every day is a war.
I don't think I am winning anymore.
A/N: I think I leave to many authors notes but I write these so you know what I am talking about. A really good friend of mine who has been there for me and actually understands me says she might leave. She let me cry on her shoulder when I needed too. If she leaves I do not know what I would do.
