I was the light in your life.
I was the rock you lean on.
I was the shoulder you cry on.
I was the Heaven to your Hell.
You were the light in my life.
You were the rock I could lean on.
You were the shoulder for me to cry on.
You were the Heaven to my Hell.
Then you gave me purpose.
You placed your trust in me.
You let me guide you.
You let me help you.
You let me be your guardian Angel.
I placed my trust in you.
I let you guide me.
I let you help me.
I let you be my guardian Angel.
We could not make it without each other.
We were inseparable.
We were family.
We were friends.
We were partners.
We were team mates.
We loved each other.
We would die for each other.
We both struggled.
We both cried.
We both fought.
We both stayed together through it all.
Our promise was to stay together till the end.
Our promise was to die together.
I broke that promise.
Some promises are meant to be broken.
Which is why I am sorry.
I am sorry I left you alone.
I am sorry I left first.
I am sorry I could not handle it.
I am sorry I was not strong enough.
I am sorry I was born.
I am sorry for saying sorry so much.
I am watching from above.
I am still guiding you.
But, I wonder.
I wonder if you still remember me.
I wonder if you still think of me.
I wonder if you still love me.
I wonder if you still miss me.
I wonder if you moved on from me.
I hope however,
I hope you stay strong.
I hope you continue your journey.
I hope you fight your fights.
I hope you will not think of me.
I hope you will forget me.
Please forget.
I know forgetting is hard, but you have to forget.
I do not want to be an anchor holding you down.
I do not want you to be tied up in chains and shackles.
I do not want you to be held hostage by memories.
I want you to be free.
I want you to move on.
I want you to stay strong.
At least I am free now.
No more crying.
No more hurting.
No more dying.
But I am still missing something.
I thought I would be whole and free when I am gone.
Turns out I am not.
You forgot about me but I still did not forget you.
We were a whole and I left.
I am missing a half.
I am missing you.
I can not tell you how much I miss you.
I am trying to hold on.
I am sorry.
Another apology.
I have apologized so much that trying to count them will be like counting the stars at night.
Sorry for everything I have done.
Sorry for becoming close.
Do not worry.
I have no more apologies.
These were my last apologies.
Remember,
I love you.
