My life with one direction

Chapter 14

Harry's pov

Jo has "days" as we say. It just means she's not exactly herself sorta depressed and thoughtful. They don't happen often but today was one of those days. She came down stairs in her black ray ban glasses looking like a total hipster. She never wore her glasses even though she was supposed to. Louis was on the couch and jumped up when she came down.

"We're matching!" Louis yelled who was also wearing glasses.

Jo looked at him and nodded coming over to Liam and sitting on his lap.

Liam hugged her little body and kissed her head.

Zayn was in his glasses but wasn't as crazy as Louis about it. Jo hadn't taken a liking to Zayn very much for some reason and jumped and scurried off when ever he tried to help her or touch her to give her a hug or what ever.

Zayn seemed upset at first but we soon figured it was a deeper meaning than she just didn't like him. Zayn was always nice to Jo.

"Jo we're going to the store come on." I said as Louis and I walked out to the car.

I was taking Jo cause I didn't want her bothering the boys. They needed some none Jo time.

Jo had on her overall shorts on that came about 6 inches from the bottom of her rib cage and stopped above the middle of her thigh. She was wearing a tie dye shirt underneath and green converse with her glasses.

Jo sat in her booster seat and fiddled with the zipper on something.

It was so quit usually Jo was loud and talked but not when she was in her mood.

"Let's play a game." Louis turned back to look at her from his place in the passenger seat. Jo sat behind me so he could see her easily.

Louis pov

Jo looked at me not making any gestures to indicate a yes or no.

"Ok it's called hot spot. What you do is sing a song and then some one else starts singing a song that your song reminded them of. I'll start,

I'm at a pay phone trying to call home all of the change I spent on you were have the times gone baby it's all wrong were are the plans we made for two..."

Jo started singing," Jenny Jenny who can I turn to you give me something I can hold onto." Harry joined in singing with her as did I.

We played that game all the way to the grocery store. I knew how to get to Jo and one way was music.

Once inside the store Harry went to get the necessary items and I went to get junk. Usually Jo went with me and we stocked up but this time she trailed behind Harry off in her own world.

Jo's pov

I walked a few feet behind Harry picking a few things up as I went. I hated grocery shopping it was boring. I wanted to go home and watch Alice In Wonderland.

The drive home was boring Harry and Louis talked while I kicked the back of Harry's seat.

"Jo, love can you please stop kicking my seat?" Harry asked. I was in a crummy mood and continued to pound the seat with my feet.

"Jo stop kicking the seat!" Harry said sternly. I kicked it again harder.

"JESUS! Jo quit!" Harry yelled at me as we pulled into the driveway. Before the car was fully stopped I opened my door and got out walking to the door.

I went in and walked straight to the game room that had the biggest tv. Liam and Zayn where in there. I walked to Liam and asked if I could watch a movie. He said to go up to my room and watch it.

Even Liam wanted me gone. Tears instantly came to my eyes as I went upstairs. I sat on my bed and kicked at something on my floor. I shoved my hands in my pockets and found a bouncy ball I started playing with. I noticed something in my chest pocket that I pulled out. It was a post card of the Empire State Building and on the back it read;

I know you've moved around a few times and that you don't know where you'll end up but always know you have a home here waiting for you. I think it might be good for you to move closer to your roots even though you don't know them. The Silver Cocoon will be waiting.

P.S if you ever need a home just know I love you and you have one waiting love you bunches pickle chip- 668/576/0906

668/730/1983

Love, all of New York and of course Elliot.

Taped to the postcard was a locket that I thought I had lost it was round and opened from the top not side. it had a picture in it of Elliot, Leo, and I in one half and the other my mom and a very young Harry. That was the picture I had lived by of my father figure.

"AHHHH!"i screamed as I collapsed to the floor I to a little ball crying and screaming.

A moment later Harry came bursting into my room gathering me up and rocking me back and forth.

He kept asking what happened but I just shook my head.

"C-can I go for a walk? I need to do some thinking."I asked. Harry looked at me concerned and nodded. I got up and wiped a tear off my cheek as I walked past the boys.

I didn't bother with shoes so I just walked into the woods and found my way back to the pond area. It was cool there. I sat down and looked at the post card. I needed to call and talk. This was to much just to much. I hate being sad but it seems like I have been a lot lately. That's it from now on no more crying think of life like it's Derek. You learned not to waist tears on him so don't waist them on this crap.

With that I got up and walked home.

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A/N

Who's Derek?

What's going on?

What's going to happen next?

Ok so this chapter might be sorta confusing and next chapter might be to but don't worry I have a plan.

And 2k in screaming!!!!

Qotd: do you do any sports?

Aotd: no😕 but I do theater and I'm in a play right now and have a main part. I use to swim and I did that since I was 5 and this is the first year I haven't.

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