he's my playa boi// t.c

Chapter 11

I groaned and flopped on my bed.

MH: idk really

ME(Matthew espinosa): how about you kiss someone ;)

MH: that could work ;)

I don't know what came over me or what I was feeling but I knew this was it this is what I had to do. We were at such a high point in our love it would hurt the most now.

I got a text from Taylor.

TC: party at Nash's tonight. wanna come?

Perfect.

MH: ya matt will drive me.

TC: ok cool babe I love you.

I didn't respond after that. I texted Matt and picked out an outfit for tonight.

A skin tight, strapless gold dress that came to about mid thigh on me. My hair was crimped and I had silver studded heels.

I was ready to go by the time Matt came, his mouth dropping to the ground.

"Come on" I laughed pulling him to the car.

Taylor's POV

I texted Maddison that I loved her and she didn't respond, but she had read the text.

I still feel bad about the time I left her it was a stupid dare and I didn't expect to fall in love with her. I'm glad she gave me a second chance, cause honestly she is my everything. I love her too the moon and back. I'll protect her from everything and everyone. I won't hurt her ever again.

She is honestly the only thing on my mind. I smile more frequently because of it. I honestly do love her.

Maddison's POV

I walked with Matt inside the party and immediately spotted Taylor. I walked over to him and his eyes lit up when he saw me and he wrapped his arms around me.

"I missed you" he said into my hair.

"I missed you too" I laughed.

His smile was so sincere you could see it in his eyes. I knew what was about to do to him would brake him.

"I-" my arm was pulled away and I guess Taylor could see the sad expression plastered on my face.

"Maddison baby what's wrong?" Taylor's voice sounded louder as he got closer to us.

Matt took my face and kissed me.

Everything was in slo motion after that.

He pulled away and I turned to Taylor who had tears streaming down his face. Matt looked to him and you could see the pain in Matt's eyes realizing what he had done to one of his best friends. Taylor turned around and sprinted for the door.

Matt and I followed him.

"Taylor" I continuously yelled, as well as Matt. Something dropped out of Taylor's pocket. I slowed down and picked it up.

It was for me.

Dear Madd,

I've loved you since the beginning. The first day you moved in next to me, to earlier today when I told you I loved you. I do. I'll scream it from the rooftops if I have to. I am madly deeply truly inlove with you. I want everyone to know that. I know what I've done these past few years and yes baby I have so many regrets. The worst thing I've ever done in my life is leave the next morning. You gave me what you treasured and I'm sorry. Baby, we can make it through the rough patches if we try, cause really. We are a bent pole, not broken. I fell in love with you so quickly and I want you too know why. Because you're perfect and gentle and kind and sweet, and you treat me like Taylor. Not Taylor Caniff, the jock or the player, but the one who'll eat like a pig if I feel comfortable around you, or spoon you, or comfort you when you feel scared. Baby, id take a bullet for you. I love you so much Maddison Henderson and I'm glad you gave me a second chance because I honestly do.

I love you beautiful.

Tay xx

I was crying as I dropped to the ground. He loved me. He truly did love me. What have I done? Why do I always screw up? I love Taylor. I really do.

Cameron and Hazel ran out to me.

"Maddison!" Hazel yelled squatting beside me.

I leaned onto her shoulders and into her opened arms.

"He. Loved. Me." I said in between sobs.

"What?" Hazel questioned.

I handed her the not and her face shifted.

"Aw babe I'm sorry" I started sobbing into her again as she handed Cam the note.

"Oh my god Maddison what did you do?" He asked.

"I fucked up" I said to Cam as I snatched the note out of his hands to go find Taylor who was nowhere in sight.