Namjoon POV
After hanging up the phone I ran out of the house. I need to find Jin. In a flash, I hop into my car and race to Jimin's house like there's no tomorrow. Within a couple minutes I was outside Jimin's house, banging on his front door for entrance. When I was about to knock again, Jimin answered the door.
"Where is he?"
"We don't know, but we sent Taehyung and Jungkook after him."
"Did you call one of them to see if they have a trail?"
"No-"
"Then do it!" I shouted
"Hey! I know you're upset Namjoon and so are we, but don't take your anger and frustration out on Jimin." Yoongi snapped
"That's easy for you to say because your boyfriend is right here!" I shouted pointing at Jimin.
"You shouldn't have been so secretive and snuck around with Hoseok, maybe your boyfriend wouldn't be on the road!" Yoongi retorted
"What are you suggesting!?"
"You should not have been a sneak with his best friend," Yoongi said slowly with anger in each syllable.
"I was not cheating on Jin with Hobi!"
"Writing a song? Planning a proposal? Your story makes no sense, so shut up because we are losing sleep trying to help you with the mess you caused."
I open and close my mouth, not knowing what to say because he's right. Everything looks suspicious.
"Exactly." He said after a few moments.
"Alright us arguing won't help catch Jin hyung. I'll call Taehyung, babe track Jin's phone because i saw him have it, and Namjoon hyung keep close attention to the guest room." Jimin ordered.
Without hesitation Yoongi whipped out his phone tracking Jin's phone and I guarded the guest room
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This damn app keeps buffering and I slowly became impatient.
"Tae said they lost him, Jin hyung kept taking shortcuts that Jungkook didn't know where it'll lead to." Jimin explained.
"Were you able to track him?" I questioned
"No the app keeps buff-"
Ting
"It's working!" He exclaimed
He scrolls through the app trying to locate Jin
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🤤 World wide handsome Jin's location 📍
San Diego, CA
"I found him!" He shouted
"Where is he?" Jimin asked
"He's only in San Diego, that's not too far from here." He answered.
I quickly started getting my shit together, but then someone walks out the guest room. I turn around to see Jackson giving me a deadly glare.
"You!" He exclaimed.
"Look Jackson I really don't have the time to-"
"Because of you my boyfriend got jumped, because of you my trust for anyone is thin, because of you my relationship is in jeopardy, so you better make time for me," Jackson said slowly.
"Hosoek and I were talking about some ideas I could propose to Jin and we were thinking of mixing it with the Hope world album. Hoseok rented out the hotel because he was shooting his song in one of the rooms. We were at the pool of the hotel, that's why we were getting changed in those pictures. We did not kiss, I was blowing in his eye because it was irritated. I swear on my life that I am not lying."
"How come no one else knows about this?"
"You guys have big mouths and Jin was gonna find out. We kept it between us. Now I need to leave."
"But-"
I left the house before he could continue because I was getting anxious.
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Jin POV
Looking back one more time, realizing I finally lost the couple. I took all the shortcuts that I knew they didn't know since they haven't been in America as long as I have.
Knowing that I lost them, I just started driving around the streets absentmindedly until I parked in front of a cozy looking yellow home.
I'm surprised the lights are still on at almost 12 in the morning, but that's none of my business. As I admire the house from my car I can see a shadow of a couple snuggled together on the couch. I don't think their TV is on, so they must be asleep or just enjoying each others presence.
Just looking at them makes me feel so lonely and my heart aches for Namjoon. Even after I find out he's cheating on me with Hoseok, my body still yearns for him, but can you blame me, he's my first love and we've been together for 3 years (crushed on him for 5). It's hard to say goodbye within a day, it'll take me some time, maybe never.
Around 10 minutes of me being lost in my thoughts someone was knocking on my passenger window. I rolled down the window to see the man who broke me in ways I didn't know was possible. Namjoon was staring at me showing how distraught looking he was.
"What do you want?" I asked barely able to get the words out with how dry my throat was from all my sobbing.
"For you to come home." (A/N: come back home is a great song by them FYI)
I snorted. "You really think I'm gonna go back home with you? You're funny."
"Jin you don't un-"
"No I do-"
"Jin can you fucking let me talk for once!" Namjoon yelled.
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Silence
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I was shocked at Namjoon's outburst. He rarely ever shouts or curses, especially at me.
After a few moments of silence Namjoon decided to speak up.
"Just give me 10 minutes Jin, please."
"3" I replied as I unlocked the passenger door.
Namjoon sat down, but still said nothing.
"Joon time is ticking"
"Oh um sorry, I just don't know where to start."
"You can start off by telling me why you're cheating on me with Hoseok?"
And he still said nothing and I grew impatient
"Did I do something wrong? Am I not good enough? Don't you love me? Tell me what is wrong with me Namj-"
My words were cut off by Namjoon smashing his lips on mine. I couldn't help but move my lips in sync with his. Our lips fit so well together that I just got lost in our make out session. All my worries, heart break, and pain flew out the window with just the touch of his lips.
After a few minutes Namjoon pulled back, both out of breath,
"Never think about yourself that way ever again, there is nothing wrong with you, you're perfect." Namjoon breathed out, "never doubt yourself or rethink my love for you Jin. You mean the world to me and I don't want to lose you due to a misunderstanding. I would never cheat on you, just thinking about me with someone that's not you makes me sick to my stomach. Those pictures taken are all out of context.
No, Hoseok wasn't helping me with a song, he was helping me with a proposal..." Namjoon paused.
I am completely out of words, did Namjoon just imply that he's proposing... to me?
"Kim Seok-Jin you are the love of my life, you're the reason I wake up every morning because I get to see your face first thing."
That's where I start full on sobbing. But that didn't stop Namjoon from talking.
"You do anything for me without me asking, you shower me with love when I feel like shit, you keep all my secrets, and you know more about me than I know myself. I couldn't ask for a better lover."
I can't take all the words he's throwing at me. No one has ever made me feel this way before and I know no one else can.
"But," oh no this is the word I hate the most, "I don't want to be your boyfriend anymore."
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Shattered (Namjin)
FanfictionI pull into my driveway and literally skipped into my house looking for Jin. As soon as I entered my house about to shout for Jin, I was greeted with Jin standing at the entrance with an irritated mix with hurt expression. "Where were you?" Jin yell...
