Shattered (Namjin)

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Jin POV

I just drove down the road with no sense of direction. I keep driving until I stop the car at the side of the highway. Everything just hit me, my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend as I'm pregnant my unborn child. Three years down the drain because Namjoon is obviously lying to me, it's written all over his face!

I couldn't help but let the tears run down my cheeks, feeling defeated. I've always had my guard up because I fear being in an unhealthy relationship. I grew up witnessing my dad abuse my mom and all my friends date toxic people. Since I was little boy I promised myself that I will never allow someone to mistreat me because I know I am worth so much more. The fact that I tore my walls down for him and he still cheats on me, hurts. He knows about my past and how fragile I am when it come to relationships, and he still lied to me.I've always wanted a relationship like my parents. I was so sure that Namjoon was the one, that Namjoon would love and appreciate me as I did for him. Clearly I'm wrong, out of all the people, he chose Hoseok and Hoseok chose him. Hobi and I grew up together and it hurts to think he'll do this to me. Not only did I lose my best friend, I also lost my brother. I feel so dumb not realizing before that they were lying to me, explaining why they would get so uptight if I needed to borrow their phone or laptop and they never had time for me anymore.

Everything makes sense now.

I give up, I just lost Namjoon and now I'm left with our unborn child, well my unborn child. I don't know if I can handle raising a baby on my own, but I can't get rid of it. I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I'm just going to have to figure this out on my own.
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Namjoon POV
"I don't know what to do, I'm freaking the fuck out Jimin!"

"Well stop pacing and hop in your car and look for him!"

"But where will I look, how will I find him?"

"Don't you have a tracker on his phone or find my iPhone?"

"Shit you're right, I'll call you back" I hung up the call and started going through my phone to track Jin down.

As I went into his contact, I noticed that he turned off his locations. He really doesn't want me finding him.

It's around 9 and it's too late to drive around searching for him. But I can't sleep without knowing if Jin is safe. I just want him by my side.

Knowing Jin, he probably went to a friends house. I just gotta trust him.

I did my night routine and crawled into my cold bed, snuggled Jin's pillow, engulfing his scent, crying, and waiting for Jin to come home.
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Jimin's POV

I released a large sigh as I threw my phone, flopping backward on my bed. This is all a big mess and a misunderstanding and I don't know if I can just stand by and watch my friends suffer. I was lost in my train of thought that I didn't realize Yoongi came out the shower looking concerned.

"Who were you on the phone with?" He asked.

"Namjoon hyung. Jin hyung walked out on him," I responded.

"Jin hyung? Are we talking about the same Jin?"

"Yeah, there is an article suggesting that Namjoon hyung and Hoseok hyung are having an affair." I responded.

Yoongi's eyes got big, "you're lying?!"

"I'm serious, it's all over the internet."

"So what's the truth?" Yoongi asked.

"Apparently Namjoon hyung visited hobi hyung at his hotel to go for a swim and to talk about how he was going to propose to Jin hyung."

"Do you believe his story?"

"I don't know, setting of it all is kind of weird. But, Namjoon is in love with Jin," I contemplated.

"Damn what are we gonna do?"

"Yoon what can we do?"

"Well I was th-"

The sound of the doorbell ringing interrupted our conversation as we were curious who would be ringing the doorbell at this time of night. We didn't invite anyone.

Yoongi being protective decided to answer the door to be slapped with shock.

Why is Taehyung and Jungkook at our doorstep with a passed out Hoseok?