Shattered (Namjin)

11

I was wrong about Jackson, he didn't love me, he's laughing at my face right now.
He doesn't love me and no one ever will...
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Chapter 11
Jackson POV

I couldn't stop laughing, honestly I struggled to tame my laughter, but I just couldn't.

I wasn't laughing at him to make him feel bad, I started laughing to seize me from getting angry. I guess you can say that's a toxic trait I have, I laugh my problems awayish.

I wasn't angry at Hobi because that's impossible, I was angry because of what Baekhyun put him through. This guy that I have never met is affecting my relationship and there isn't much I can do about it but be patient.

Baekhyun used him, abused him, and played with his emotions. I just wished I could've beaten the living crap out of him, but he's already in jail for domestic violence. He's getting what he deserves behind bars (A/N: Baekhyun is my bias of EXO, I could never wish him bad)

When my laughter died down I noticed Hobi was crying his eyes out, maybe me showing my anger was better than laughing cause I knew he took it the wrong way. He's very sensitive, especially when it comes to his emotions.

"S-s-see this I-is why I d-don't open u-up to you b-b-bec-c-cause l-l-like Bae *hiccup* Baekhyun you l-l-laughed!" Hobi yelled trying to get out the car.

I quickly reached my hand out to grab his wrist, trying to keep him in the car. That was maybe the wrong move because he started crying more and stared at me as if I was gonna hurt him. I hate that look with a passion. Hurting him, hurting someone isn't something that I want to do.

"No stop stop stop stop, I wasn't laughing at you baby. I didn't want to show my anger and scare you. I'm just so fucking pissed with that prick! He hurt you in ways that I can't even imagine because you deserved so much better. I'm so glad that we met and I helped you out with that situation baby. I would never laugh at you, that's just the only way I can conceal my anger. Jung Hoseok I am in love with you! You have no idea how bad I've wanted to say that. I love you I love you I love you I love you!" I shouted making Hobi chuckle through his tears.

"Giggle again baby, your laugh is music to my ears come on." I said leaning closer to him, making him burst into laughter.

He usually hates his laugh so I'm stressed that he laughed. But I'm not complaining, I am happy to hear his spirit being lifted.

"Boom you just won a Grammy with you laugh." I chuckled as I looked him in the eyes.

"Jung Hoseok you're my everything and I don't want to lose you under any circumstances. I looooooove you."

"I love you too Jackson Wang." with that I grabbed his face and slammed our lips together in a passionate kiss filled with joy, love, and reassurance.

This was by far our best kiss together, we were barely affectionate to each other so it felt amazing. His past relationship left Hoseok insecure to the point he doesn't want any affection. He just wants to know that I'm there for him and I respect that. Hopefully my confession can make him more comfortable with me.

With our confessions, I wasn't scared I was going to hurt Hoseok anymore, I just knew what to do to not fuck up.

"Come on let's go to the ER and get you checked up." I said out of breath.

Hobi gave me a simple nod and we both exited the car.

I grabbed Hobi's hand and started shouting "I LOVE JUNG HOSEOK!" On the top of my lungs as I lead us to the hospital.

"Aish stop it!!" He whined but I kept going.

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Namjoon POV