Missing Him

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                       Touka's Pov
Its been only 3 days since Kaneki left. The one man I truly loved had left. Who knew love could hurt so much? I knew everyone was worrying about me. I never said a single word since Kaneki left. I had to stay strong though ,for Hinami.
          I walked to the bathroom ,and turned on the faucet. I cupped water in my hand ,and washed my face. Look at me ,I look miserable. I laughed at the thought of my name someday being Mrs.Ken or something. "Looks who's laughing after a long time!Tell me big sister!Whats so funny!",said Hinami as she jogged to me. I sighed ,and the smile faded from my face.
           "Its nothing" ,I said. I gave Hinami a hug ,and walked out the bathroom. I forced a fake smile ,when I really wanted to cry. I couldn't ;I have to be there for Hinami!
         She lost to many people ,and she couldn't bare to lose anyone else. Stupid Kaneki...Did he have a reason to leave ,or just left. So many questions popped in my head. I was sitting on a couch ,and Hinami plopped herself beside me. She laid her head on my shoulder. I looked at her by the side of my eye. She looked sad. Duh ,how could she not be sad about Kaneki!?! Idiot ,if he would've never left ;we could've...no!!!
          Stop thinking about him! He left and thats finaled. I got up unknowingly with anger ,and stomped to my room. Was the Aogiri Tree really better than Anteiku? The thought of Kaneki being in a group with Ayato burned me up. I had no choice ,but let the tears fall out. I'm such a crybaby. I got out through my window ,and decided to take a walk.
        I looked around in a mall. Nothing got my attention ,until I saw something. Its was a plastic rabbit ,with purpilish fur. It had a red thing behind its back that looked like wings. It was beautiful ,so I bought it. Heh ,what do u know? I actually have a taste. I was walking ,happy with the plastic bunny in the bag ,until I saw someone.
        "Touka! Lets go somewhere private ,and have a chat" ,said Ayato with threatning voice. "I have better things to do ,besides practicing my combat skills on you",I answered back harshly. We glared at each other for a while ,and people began to circle us. "Fight" was what the crowd started to say.
        "Woah! Ayato I was wondering where you were",said Kaneki while a smile faded off his face. I had an urge to hug and punch him ,but I hold it back. I started walking away ,until something wrapped around my wrist. I punched Kaneki to let go of me ,and glared at him. He looked at me ,while he landed on the ground. "Heh",He smiled. Its like his eyes filled with a little joy. I ignored it. "What do you want!" ,I yelled. Ayato blocked me from walking to Kaneki. "Not a step foward" ,he said with a voice that sent a chill down my spine.
                Was I afraid of Ayato?
        No way I was gonna be a coward. "Lets talk outside" ,I said. Kaneki looked shocked at what I said. I was also shocked myself from saying what I said.
           (What do you think about it?!?)Good ,Bad???Next chapter will try to be out as soon as possible!!!

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