A Mile Away

Confession

           I walked to a alley ,behind the buildings. Ayato and Kaneki followed. I turned to see Kaneki telling something to Ayato. Ayato seemed to disagree at first ,but then agreed to whatever he said ;and left. Kaneki walked towards me ,and smiled. I tried my best not to blush.
       My cheeks felt hot ,and my palms got sweaty. Kaneki kept getting closer and closer. Wait!Way TO CLOSE! I backed away and stared at him in the eyes. I suddenly felt nervous. "Um...Why did u leave?" ,I said punching him in the stomach. He gasped for air ,but his eyes seemed to have been filled with joy.
     "You pathetic asshole! You had Hinami worried sick!",I said. Kaneki lifted one eyebrow and looked a me with confusion. "So ,you didn't miss me as much as I missed you?" He said while running his hands through his hair. His beautiful ,gorgues white hair.WAIT ,WHAT AM I THINKING!?!
       A light shade of pink formed on my cheeks. "Maybe" ,I said. He stepped closer ,and grabbed both of my hands. "I've been nothing without you" ,he said grabbing me into a hug. I hugged him back and cried. It was embarrassing ,to just cry in front of a jerk. Little did he know ,that I was madly in love with him.                                
           "Kaneki" ,I said as Kaneki interrupted me. "Shhhh. Touka ,I have a confession to make" ,He said while brushing my tears. My heart started pounding hard. I was afraid he would hear it. He looked at me in the eyes. Wow ,never new Kaneki could have eyes like gentle and sweet again.
         "What is it?" ,I asked with curiosity. He looked down ,and looked nervous. I bit my lower lip ,and prayed for it to be good. Who knew what he'd be doing in the city? Robbing ,stealing ,Assassantion's? One thing for sure is that Kaneki changed.
      He looked like what he was about to say was terrible. "Why? Why!?!" I suddenly yelled. He looked shocked and confused. He hadn't said a word ,and I ALREADY started YELLING at him. Yep ,thats definitely me. Yelling in ghouls/peoples faces.
         "Touka~Chan! I haven't said a word ,and you're already yelling at me!" He said. He suddenly kissed my forehead. Who knew Kaneki would do that? I was shocked ,and happy. Half of my heart wanted to kiss him ,while the other half wanted to punch.
      "Idiot" I mumbled ,but not loud enough for him to hear me. I looked back at Kaneki's face ,and wanted an explanation. Suddenly ,all the nervousness on his face left. It filled with confidence and braveness.
         "Who knew I knew I would fall fo you? Every since I left Anteiko ,I've felf lonley. Suddenly thoughts of you kept appearing"He said. Wow ,Kaneki does have a heart."But these feelings aren't me liking you"He kept on with his confession. My heart felt like a hole has been punched through me.
I should've known Kaneki would never love me the way I love him...