the Bradford Bad girl

Part 33

Harry and Oumayma : i was wrong : they were dating DAMN .  

i stood up behind them , and started , speechless , at them , in front of me . 

Oumayma finally turned  , glanced at my shoes , then looked up : " Zayn..."

i lost her , i acted stupidly and i lost her . she didn't love me anymore , she moved on . i lost the most precious person because of a .. 

i had to swallow it : Oumi loves Harry , not me . 

" yeah.. you guys didn"t tell me , you're dating.."

i tried to hold back my tears and to look normal in front of them , but my  heart was completely BROKEN. 

she looked at me , then at Harry , and at  me again . 

1- i lost her . 

2- she was mad at le  , she didn't want to talk to me anymore i guess . 

" Well...... Congratulations guys." i smiled weakly and continued walking , like a stupid ......LIKE A DORK.

Oumayma's P.O.V.

That was the most awkward moment of my life . 

Zayn left us after saying this beautiful hurting sentence " Well...... Congratulations guys"

Yes i was happy because : Zayn wasn't with that Sara anymore and Harry loves me . 

But i was sad because : i love Zayn a,d it didn't make him jealous when he Saw Harry kissing me. AT all . it's simple : he doesn't love me anymore , i had to understand it , to accept it . 

"You're Okay ?" Harry asked , kind of nervous. i had Harry. Harry Styles . 

Zayn moved on easily , i had to do the same . i need to forget Zayn Malik  i need to forget Zayn Malik  i need to forget Zayn Malik  i need to forget Zayn Malik  i need to forget Zayn Malik . i started repeating this hurting sentence in my brain like a fool .  Harry touched my hand : "Oumi tell me , are you Okay? please."

he was still staring at me . 

i nodded : " yes yeah.."

he smiled : " are you sure??" 

" Perfectly." 

he squeezed my hand and smiled : " Oumayma  , you should know it , i love you." 

My heart  started racing : i remmebered when Zayn told me he loves me , when we were in Bradford . 

i need to forget Zayn . i smiled and hugged him , without saying any word .  he was so adorable , helping  me ,  playing , cheering me up when i was mad  , honest , nice . 

he hugged me back . Some weird thoughts came in my mind : imaginig that Zayn was hugging  me instead of  Harry , i squeezed him against my chest tightly and put my head on his shoulder , i tried to remember Zayn's smell .  i closed my eyes and grinned . 

HE IS NOT ZAYN .  i need to forget Zayn . 

Harry Styles P.O.V.

she hugged me with a lot of passion , and that kind of suprised me . i  thought that it woould take a lot of time to make her love me  , it was weird , but i liked it . i enjoyed it . i hugged her back and closed my eeys . Happiness , living a dream . she finally pulled away and blushed : "Let's go." i grinned and held her hand.

Zayn's P.O.V.

i walked , trying to calm myself down , it was too hard for me . Seeing my bestfriend dating my love . i hid myself in a tiny avenue and glanced at them . They got up from the sidewalk and  Harry said something to her . 

She stood there , motionless , then she hugged him tightly . i started punching the wall nervously , to calm myself down . He hugged her back and they stood like  that for soem minutes ,  i punched the wall roughly to calm myself down .  i was shaking like a crazy . JEALOUS. 

They finally pulled away , he held her hand and they walked towards the lil avenue where i was hiding myself . i ran quickly to a shop and started acting like if i was  buying something . 

They didnt notice me . They don' give a fu** about me . They're an unbreakable couple . i saw something red on the floor . blood . i looked up : my hand was bleeding . i punched the wall TOO roughlt . Nervousness , sadness , anger, LOVE.