6 Months

Ch. 11 ~Mercurial~

Songs for this chapter:

If you don't know - 5SOS

Boom Clap - Charli xcx

Louder - Neon Trees

Shadow - Austin Mahone

~Harry's P.O.V~

Sarah's started talking to me more. She's finally opening up to me and letting me in. I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable when she was around me. I really wanted to get closer to her. To make her feel loved and wanted. To give her what some people want but can't have. I want to be her Augustus Waters. Yes I know, this sounds cheesy but I want to love her for who she is, the way Gus loved Hazel. I want to be the one that gives her butterflies, to make her smile and laugh and love herself. I don't want to be that irrelevant person. I want her to have everything she wants. I know what I'm asking for is a lot, 6 months will fly by and I'm going to do everything to make her mine. Maybe she's already mine in my head but in hers she's somehow not.

~Sarah's P.O.V~

They say, "time won't fly by, it's like I'm paralysed by it", that's the motto I live by. He's asking for a long time. I get it, he wants me to give him half a year but I need to get on with other stuff. Im stuck here and there's nowhere out. I trust Harry and hes a great guy but I don't want to be forced into doing something I don't want to do. I need to move on with my life, before you know it I'll be 18. I need to somehow make him understand how I feel and what I think of this. After all, I'm the one that has to fall in love with him.

I hadn't even realised I'd been here for nearly one month. My period hadn't come yet and I was positive it was going to start today. I didn't have any pads on me and I didn't know if Harry had any for me. I looked around for the maid to ask for some. She showed me to the spare bathroom which was packed with pads and other stuff. I grabbed a pack and went to the bathroom.

I showered for a good twenty minutes before the water started to become cold.

After getting dressed I checked to see if my period had come and with my luck it had. I quickly put a pad on and went out to the room to get a jacket.

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Two hours had passed and the cramps were starting. I snuggled up with my pillow and blanket to help with the pain. The maid had brought me some food upstairs because I didn't want to leave the room.

I haven't seen harry all day, not that I care or anything but he really needs to pay more attention to me. It's like he just took me and locked me up. I need him to start opening up to me, so I can get to know him better, know the real harry.

Harry's P.O.V

I hadn't seen Sarah today. I have no time to waste. Dealing with all this shit is hard. I'm trying to keep her dad out of sight, keep Nate out of sight and keep her happy.

I finally made my way upstairs and knocked on the door.

"Come in" Sarah whispered.

I walked in and saw her under the sheets watching TV.

"Hey how are you?" I asked sitting next to her.

"Not too good" She had her hands over her tummy.

"What's wrong? Did you get hurt? Are you sick? Can I make you feel better?"

She started laughing and before she could answer I started tickling her. She laughed and whimpered a bit and grabbed a pillow before throwing it at me. Oh so she wants to play that game.

I grabbed a pillow and started a pillow fight. She was laughing and throwing around the sheets and pillows. She pushed me off the bed and I grabbed her hand making her fall with me.

Sarah's P.O.V

I was on top of him on the ground. I stared into his eyes and he did the same. His hand founds it's way around my neck and pulled me closer to his face. He looked at me before placing his lips on mine. I found the position we were in uncomfortable so I sat up and he did the same. He grabbed my neck and pulled me back into the kiss. My hands found its way around his neck. We were going deep into the kiss and I felt Harry's hands trying to take my shirt off.

"No harry leave it" I pulled back and pulled my shirt down.

"Im sorry I don't want to force you into anything" his eyes filled with guilt.

"It's not the force, I just can't do it now. I'm on my period. That's why I was in the room today and didn't leave, you didn't even let me answer your question"

We both fell into a fit of laughter and for some reason I loved this moment.

"Well at least I got some"

A/N: I honestly hate the way I write but I don't care because I told my friends the whole plot and everything and one of them ended up throwing a bag at my face and started screaming so that helps with my confidence in writing. Thank you for being patient.

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