Hope - Luke Hemmings

Start Over

Alix's POV.

It's like Luke and I's relationship has started from the beginning again. We've fallen in love all over again and it's still perfect. A once in a lifetime love has been given a second chance and I couldn't be happier. Although Luke and I lost a chance to be parents we know that it won't be our only chance. We're clearly perfectly fertile young adults and we have more then enough time to increase the population. Despite our loss we see this as another chance at what we had. Nothing was wrong with our relationship before but the loss of our child has given us a wake up call. He needed to live his life and so did I, I wanted to finish school then go on to college and university. Luke had a band to tour with and world to take over and I couldn't wait to see him do it. Once everything wss completed and we're both where we want to be in our lives we can have as many children as we want, or as many as I can handle carrying. 

We both have plans to follow through with and neither of us want anything to get in the way of that. We have a way to make our relationship work while we each go through with our plans. We've parted ways once before because of me and I don't plan on that happening again any time soon. I can't wait to become a nurse and help people, it's something I have wanted to do since I was young and the thought of saving a life makes me so happy.

I have my mind set on exactly where I need to be and what I nee to do. Step one: finish school. If I don't complete step one there's no way step two, three and four could ever happen. Although I miss our baby I know it just wasn't the right time. Our mental states may not represent the same as our physical states but Luke and I are both still children. At sixteen years old neither of us were/are ready to be thrown on to the rollercoaster that is parenthood. One day we'll ride that rollercoaster and even if there is a few bumps along the way I'm certain we'd be strong enough to get through so many things. 

Spending this past week with Luke has confused me so much. I don't understand why I pushed him away when I lost our baby. He's the one who always manages to make me happy when it seems like I'll never smile again. If I had let him stay I'm sure I would have come to terms with our loss much sooner than I did. I regret pushing Luke away, he truly is my sunshine. When I'm in my darkest places he rescues me and brings light back to me no matter what it takes. I got lucky with Luke and I'll never push him away again. If Luke had never come into my life as a boyfriend then I don't know what life would be like, but it would never have been as good as it is right now. 

Luke's POV.

Alix coming back for me was the best thing to happen to me this year, well second best. The first being the news I was going to become a Dad but sadly that changed way too quickly. I miss our angel baby every day but as Alix said, it wasn't the right time. We both have plans and they would never have happened if we had a baby. I can't wait to tour the world with 5 Seconds of Summer, that band means the world to me and those mad, dorky, weird guys are the best non-biological brothers anyone could wish for. I just can't wait to take on the world, have number one's in countries we never even knew existed. Touring with One Direction was everything we needed, it was that big push in the right direction. Everything is up to us now, we have new music planned and we've decided to do two gigs in London in November. We've also made an EP and we've been working on so many new songs for our album that we want to release next year. Our fans always make jokes about how we always say everything is coming soon but this time we really mean it. It still doesn't seem real but we really are going to have an album out there on the shelves. We have the chance the be in the charts all over the world, we'll have music videos airing on the big music channels like MTV, This all seems like one big dream. My life is near enough perfect and I feel like I'm going to wake up and realise that this is all an amazing dream. 

Spending time alone with Alix and sorting things out during this past week has really made a difference to our relationship. We understand eachother more and we've realised what we really need. I guess we have to plan a lot of things in our relationship because of who I am and what I do but I don't mind. I'd do anything to be with Alix. She is my sunshine, my world, my life. If I lost her for good for some reason I don't know how I'd cope. She keeps me grounded and always puts a smile on my face. Without her I wouldn't be anything like how I am right now. I'd still be happy with my career but I'd have something missing from my life. She's like a puzzle piece and without her I'd be incomplete, things just wouldn't be right.

I can't wait for the day when I can call her my wife and I look forward to the day she gives me the most beautiful children. Even when that day comes I'll still think of our first child. I always wonder who they would have been, who they would have looked more like, what kind of personality they'd have had. Some things aren't meant to be and I guess baby hemmings was too perfect for earth. Despite us only being sixteen we still would have made things work somehow. I guess I'm glad that we get to live our dreams and follow through with our plans but I'd have given everything up to be a father. Our children will have the coolest uncles, the best father and the most beautiful mother. The thought of having children with Alix always puts a smile on my face and the day I hold our children in my arms will be the best day of my life, no matter what happens before then. 

I FINALLY UPDATED YAY. I DON'T HAVE SCHOOL ANYMORE SO UPDATES WILL NOW BE LONGER AND MUCH MORE FREQUENT :-).

So, Alix is somewhat happy that they lost their child at that time but Luke would have given anything to be father? Hm..

I've decided on a big plot twist but I'm not giving any details or hints until I actually put it in the story mwahaha!

There was also a film quote in this chapter, but I don't think many people will get it!

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