•im not gay bro•

6.1K 276 322
                                    

how late is it lmao?
vote and comment for faster updates☺️

janet-lee's pov

"Ow!" Renton slipped on his back.

"Preppy,are you okay?"I asked,helping him up.

"Yeah,Im fine."I could see him holding back.

"No youre not."I grabbed his crutches and we hopped to an empty classroom.

School was over so I was heading home and I ran into him.Not literally this time.

"Chocolate,dont do this okay.Leave it alone."He whispered.

He does that a lot.Talk really softly.

"Whats up?"

I turned around.

A guy with light brown hair stood in the door.

"Hey Renton.Ive been looking for you."

The boy kissed Renton on the lips.

Renton looked at me.

Huh?Im confused.And shocked.But mostly confused.

"Hi,Im Ryder.We were supposed to meet afterschool."

Renton shrugged.

"Fine,meet me by the steps in five minutes."Ryder kissed his cheek and left.

"What?"I asked.

Renton sighed."I have a boyfriend too.Except I dont like him.At all.I dont know how I got with him in the first place but since I dont talk its impossible to say no to people."

"Youre a whole mess.You have to break up with him."I commanded.

"I cant.Ive tried but he doesnt get my hints."

"I"ll tell him for you."I suggested.

"No.Just leave it alone."Renton scowled,leaving the room.

I'm just trying to help.

***

I was at home.Mom was playing bop it with Dad because they have no life.

I was currently studying for my test in History when my phone binged.

Preppy.

What happened in Ohio?

Last spring,I was getting bullied by this girl who thought she was the shit.I kept quiet and tried to ignore her but she wouldnt stop.So finally,I stood up for myself by punching her in the face.I got instantly expelled and now Im here in Florida.There isn't much to say about that.

I quickly responded and threw my phone on the bed.

bing bing

I took up my phone and scrolled through the messages Renton just sent me.

damn thats crazy

I quickly typed a response and at that moment my boyfriend,Fred,called me.

"Hey Fred...school is good...I met this guy and he's really cool...nah youre cooler...okay...thats good...bye."

I didn't want to talk to him.The only reason we went out is because I felt bad for him.He obviously had a crush on me and when he asked me out I said yes.I regret it but what can you do?I should have took the opportunity of moving away to break up with him but nope.

"Jan,dinner!"

***

"Okay,but if you're really gonna help me break up with him you gotta know why its so difficult."

We were hiding away in the library at lunch.

"Ryder was my best friend.We became friends after the accident and I think we got our signals crossed because he asked me out.I said yes because I didn't want to hurt his feelings.I mean I cant talk so I cant say no.How are you gonna do it?"Preppy asked,playing with his crutch.

I pondered it for a bit before answering."I'll just talk to him.Ease into it and bam tell it to him straight."

Renton shook his head."No bamming.No telling it straight.I cant lose him okay.I love the guy but not in the way he thinks.There has to be another way."

I turned to the door.Ryder walked through them.

"Hey Janet-Lee.Ren.So you guys been hanging out a lot this past month.Thats good.But I barely seen you Renny.We okay?"Ryder put his hand around Renton's shoulder.

Preppy was quiet and made a confused face.

"You havent noticed?You dont call me anymore so I can rant to you all night and you dont text me anymore.You always text me.I love to hear what you think."Ryder played with Preppy's hair.

"Bam"I whispered to Renton.

He narrowed his eyes at me and then gave a compassionate stare to Ryder.

"You look handsome today,babe.Can I take you out for dinner later?"He asked,holding Ren's hand.

I raised my eyebrows.

Renton nodded.

His death wish.

"Great."They hugged and he left.

"You could have said no."I stuffed a slice of pizza in my mouth.

Renton sighed and threw his head back.

xoxo nia

PREPPY(BWWM)(on hold)Where stories live. Discover now