PREPPY(BWWM)(on hold)

•is that what you want•

name one thing that puts u in a good mood

janet-lee pov

I was breathing softly.I know it's wrong.I shouldnt be spying on him.With Ryder.But he needs to break up with this dude.And Im gonna help.

I took a seat at a nearby table and hid my face behind a menu.

"Do you like her?Is that why you havent-"

Renton grabbed Ryder's hand and shook his head multiple times.

"So you want to have sex with me?"Ryder asked.

You should have seen my face.Renton has got to say something.

He sighed,sipping his water.Ryder looked impatient as he waited for an answer.

Renton is stalling.How can I help him?

I snapped at the waiter and told him to go over to their table.

The waiter asked for their order and stopped the conversation for a bit.

"Renton...you told me you wanted to be more intimate."Ryder spoke with major confidence.

Why would Preppy say that? He is digging his own grave and he can only go so far before he pushes himself into it.

I saw Renton looking around until he made eye contact with me.

'help' he mouthed.

I nodded before walking over there."Hey guys."

Ryder grunted."Hi.Me and Renton are having a serious conversation right now so if you could come back at a later time."

I peered at Preppy.He shrugged.

"Oh,I just wanted to say hi,thats all."

I shuffled away back to my seat.

"Answer me Renton.Yes or no?"

Renton do not say yes.Do not put yourself into that position.Do not Renton.Do not.

He nodded.

Oh my goodness.I cant save him.Its over.He did it to himself.

"Really?Renny"Ryder hugged him with a tight grip.

He's probably suffocating.

Oh well.

***

"What did I do?I cant have sex with a dude.A dude!?!My best friend,no less.I cant.I need to break up with him.Yesterday,we made out and I wanted to throw up.Cant he tell that Im not into it like he is."Renton sat on my bed,his crutches leaning against my wall.

Was it wrong that I was staring at his lips when he talked? I hated eye contact.They looked soft and pink.

"Chocolate?You okay?"Renton questioned,raising his eyebrows.

"Im-Im okay."I kept staring at his lips.

Rent chuckled. "You havent been listening to anything Ive been saying,have you?"

I blinked in response.

"Jan,you-you..."He trailed off,looking at the ground.

"What? I what?"

"You need to help me break up with him."He finally said.

I rolled my eyes and took up Rent's phone.I dialed Ryder's number and he picked up on the third ring.

"Hey Ryder,its Jan.Look,Renton isnt gay and he doesnt like you that way.He was trying to be a good friend when you asked him but thats all.Sorry to burst your bubble.Bye."I quickly hung up.

"JAN!Oh no.Oh no oh no oh no.I have to call him back."Renton tried to reach for his phone.

"No,I'm sorry.Whats done is done."

I couldnt help but a part of me felt thrilled he was single.

xoxo nia