This was our fault

4.10

,,Hey Sonya" said Newt when he came and hug his sister
,,Hello there stranger!" she said with smile on her face.

They didn't saw each other for so long.

,,Och..." she said and then she started looking for something in her bag.

Then she give him a thin letter.

,,This was that letter from message" she said and gived that letter to him as ho nooded
,,Thanks sis" he said and smiled.

When they reached Minho and Alby they hugged like they didn't saw each other for years.
Well it's true.

They didn't saw each other for over a year.
Because of Newt. Because he left.
And then they had a biggest chat in their life, about the wedding, about everything.
Newt almost forgot.

And then he looked on Minho while Alby left them alone.

,,I thought Thomas and Lizzy would be here" he said and Minho almost lost breath
,,Why would they be here?" Minho said carefully
,,Well i thought, i would see them here.." he said
,,You don't know do you?" he said again very very carefully
,,What?"
,,They left Newt..." Minho said
,,Where..?" he asked
,,I'm sorry... I don't know.. They didn't contacted us and we find out. In very bad moment. That they left USA" he said with hurt voice but he didn't stoped
,,After that suicidal thing, and her being in hospital, whe took them into london for trip we tought it would give them little fresh start, and when we came back, after maybe two days, they moved and we don't know where, they blocked their numbers, mails, everything, and now we can't reach them... im sorry..." he said with little bit tears in his eyes and looked at Newt he cried.
,,Don't worry its okay, i understand that i left them...." he said and smiled little

When party was in start and everyone started dance and have fun. Newt took letter out he wanted know if is there something important. But he didn't saw anything even his adress. It wasn't sent to him.

he opened that letter and started read:

Dear Newt,

this is my first letter what im writing you.
I know Tommy wrote you so uch letters.
He wrote so many of them, but they never reached you.
But i know this one letter would.

I hope you wouldn't be mad.

That i'm writting this letter to you.
If you are i'm not sorry.

I tried kill myself six month ago.
I tried kill myself in hospital to.
But he saved me.
Tommy was there when i was in bad state.

He was there when i needed him.

But you wasn't.
You are somewhere when we can't reach you like this letter.
But it is okay, Newt.

Because this is last letter what we would sent you.
He didn't wrote any letter after his last.
And he wouldn't wrote anymore.

I hope you are doing great.

I hope you are happy.

I hope you are healthy.
I hope you would find someone who you would love like we loved you, back in our good days.

We are doing great,

We are happy.
We aren't healthy but we trying.
We still love you, but we moving on.

This will be proper goodbey.
So take care of yourself,
You deserve to be happy.

Goodbey mate,
Lizzy

Newt didn't know how to react so he ended crying.
He lots them, both of them and then he read one sentect over and over.

He wrote so many of them, but they never reached you. 

They wrote him.
Thomas wrote him letters.
And not just one.
Where they letters are then?