A Wife Secrifices

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> SEHUN <

After our love making for the third time, Hayoung fall back asleep right away. She must be really tired. I must really have tired her. I laugh that to myself. We never had more than once love making. This is all new to her. And me.

Looking at her peaceful face, sleeping, with a small smile was on her lips make me smile. She's glowing. And I know that she's not glowing because we just did the deed but because deep down inside my heart, I know that she feel save and happy here.

This is what I miss about her. She uses to smile and laugh a lot. But since we got married, I couldn't even remember when the last time she really laugh or smile sincerely was.

The thought of her saying that our marriage was a mistake hurts me. I know she didn't mean it but deep, deep down in my heart, I know she means it. I couldn't even blame her.

I would think the same if I was in her place. If other person talks bad about my mom, I will get hurt to.

I sigh and kiss her temple before slowly removing her arm from my torso so that I won't wake her up. When I succeed, I stand up and wear my sweatpants that were on the floor.

I walk out to the balcony and look up. It's three o'clock in the morning. The stars and moon was still illustrated at the sky. Just looking at the sky, it gives me peace.

Looking at the stars and the moon make me remember what I promise her before we got married. It was right after the proposal night I promise her under the beautiful night sky with the stars and moon as our witness.

I promise her that I will make her happy and laugh every single day. I will not let any tears fall from her eyes. I will take care of her. But I know I fail.

Every single day she will shear tears. She wasn't happy in that house. She never laughs or even smile like she truly means it anymore. The only time she truly mean it when she laugh is when she had dinner with aunty Hwang and her family.

I didn't only fail my beautiful wife, but I fail the promise i made to her mom about taking care of her.

The only thing that I need to do now is make her agree to move out. Once we move out, I know she will be happy starting from that day.

> HAYOUNG <

Turning in my sleep and was about to hug and snuggle into my husband. But to my disappoint he wasn't there. I open my eyes and was greet with an empty bed beside me.

Where is he?

Then I felt chill and turn to my side to greet with the balcony door open and with my Sehun outside only with his sweatpants. He was in a deep thought looking at the sky.

Cover my naked body with the silk blanket, I walk out from the room and hug my Sehun from the back and kiss his spine.

"What are you doing here all alone and that is on 4 in the morning?" I said pressing my cheek to his back.

"Nothing. I just couldn't go back to sleep so I thought I might just take a fresh oxygen."

He is lying. I know.

"Baby, I know that you're lying. Tell me what is it?" I ask.

He let go of a heavy sigh and look up. I follow and look at the sky that is fully with stars and a moon.

"I'm sorry." He said out of sudden after being quiet for solid 5 minutes.

I frown and ask why.

"Why are you saying sorry for baby?"