A Wife Secrifices

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> HAYOUNG <

The sun ray from the window wakes me up. I open my eyes and the first thing I see is my husband who is still sleeping with his head on the bed.

I just smile looking at him. Then I remember what I need to do. I need to go and see mom. It's now or never.

So I slowly pull my hand from Sehun hold so that I won't wake him up. But when he moves, I stop instantly. When he didn't open his eyes, I let out a relieve sigh and continue to pull my hand from him. Once I success, I slowly stand up and walk to the door. When I was out, I quickly walk to the lift and press the button where mom is.

I was standing in front of mom door and was still contemplating either to knock or not to knock the door.

'Come on Hayoung. You're doing this for your own family. Go and knock the door.'

So I knock the door and walk in. When mom saw me, she didn't look happy.

"Wh...What aaaarre yyyoooou dddddoing he...her..her?" she try to say.

"I'm here to apologize mom. I'm here to say sorry for everything that I've done."

She was about to say something but I stop her. "No mom let me talk. I know whatever I will be talking, you will be very happy."

She just looks at me with her unsatisfied face but still nod her head. I walk to the stool that was been place beside mom's bed and take a sit there.

I take a deep deep breath before letting it out. Once I calm down, I look at her and said.

"I'm letting Sehun marry Eun Bi. He can marry her anytime and anyway you want." I said and look at mom and she looks happy. Her eyes were sparkling.

"But... I have my own conditions."

She frown looking at me but continue with saying what.

"You need to go for you physcio. Once you can walk properly and talk like how you use to, then I'm going to talk to Sehun to marry her. But I want something in return."

She nods as if telling me to continue. "I don't want you to treat me like you use to. At least try to like me. Take me as your daughter-in-law."

She nods as if it was not a big deal. She then smiles as if she's really happy with what I just say. When I look at her smile, I just realize that was the very first time she smiles because of me. Tears were threatening to fall but I hold it.

Then I stand up and ask permission to go. She just nod and her smile didn't went away from her lips. I smile and walk away. When I walk out, close the door. When I look in front, I saw unnie with Seung Hee look at me with disappointment.

"Why did you do it?" Unnie said.

I just smile at her. "I just have to do it. That is the only way she will do her physcio."

"To tell the truth is, I'm disappointed in your decision Hayoung. I really am."

"I know. And if Sehun know this he will be to. But I don't mind anymore. You should have see mom smiling. For the first time she was smiling because of me. She never smiled because of me, unnie. That was the very first time she smiles because of me. A real smile,"

"Do whatever you want? I don't mind. But I'm not in this with you Hayoung. You are all alone."

I nod. I know that I'm all alone in this. No one will help me. I smile weakly and walk away to the nearest stairs case. Close the door and sit on the floor and cry. I let it all out. I know whatever I did was a mistake. Every possibilities can happen. One of them is me living them and Sehun fall in love with Eun Bi.