" and even if you decide to never talk to me again, it won't change a thing ,nothing can ever change how I feel about you " Aretha said and my inside turn in to jelly a quivering mass of indecision . Torn between blotting-getting me of as far as f...
Then I tried and think of the plan . Tonight was the night of ' ball of the night ' which was the school biggest event of the year . Aretha has asked me to be his date a month ago an our dress code was black and our dress and suit is above . However I would not go with him and will go with Jake who was unexpectedly rejected by Miles and I will flirt with Jake and then during the dancing games and romantic dance I would dance with Jake and the squad will chant our names and will make Aretha jealous but the rule boundary was that Jake and me are only friends and we're doing this for our both benefit.
I didn't know why I agreed to this but since I was desperate I agreed to it . The principal was gonna make an announcement and said " Wassup lol obviously the sky so I hope all of you are having a great lunch and well that I also hope to see all of your faces in the hall tonight for the ball of the nighttttttt . I'm expecting all of you to look your best and cute or even sexy and the boys to handsome and express our beautiful ladies after the call all the cuties especially Bree and Aretha from the prom who were winners should really come . Am I right Aretha ?? " the principal said and winked at him .
Aretha agreed with the principal and gave me a smile and I was like wtf , is he playing with my feelings ??
Everyone start chanting and oooing .
The girls start shooting me looks like who planed this and it ruined the plan and whatever .
I was really sad and was about to cry for sure so I head to my locker to get a hoodie and saw Aretha approaching with Miles ,of coarse .
He saw me and ran towards me and said in his mind why are you ignoring me ? Did I did something wrong? It's not what it looks like with me and Miles .
I turned around and award him with a slap and ran to English literature.
Just because the school welcomed me , doesn't mean they're willing to assist . This is not the first time they've denied me .
I wanted to leave this stupid school , just for a boy who I thought will be my husband one day . And I've finally come to realise that my t means one of two things : Either I'm delving into something that's none of my business, which really doesn't make any sense .
The next thing I know , I'm making my way through the blazing red tulips
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following the pull of Aretha's energy all the way to the front gate of a garden he bought this for me as a gift to represent our undying love which was very near to the park with beautiful light torches specially designed for good lighting .
I pause just outside the gates , unsure if I should really go in . At first, thinking it's odd that he'd come here with Miles , then figuring it's just might be his way of breaking up . I poke my head inside . The I start from the oath and the bushes and trees , what a beautiful place.
Then I saw Miles leaving so I hid behind the trees . A few minutes passes by " you can come out now " Aretha said sitting in the field of red tulips ." I'm just about to leave " I said .
Heading back to the gate way which was automatically locked in Aretha's mind , I was about to unlock it with my mind with concentration but he was smarterand carried me back to the blazing fields of red tulips .
" let go of me !!" I pretended to shout but I was really enjoying with a huge guilt build inside me but only finding out that he started kissing me , He drew me toward him with him eyes, he inclined my face toward his and I lay my mouth on his mouth, which was like a freshly split-open fig. For a long time I kissed Aretha , and I was filled with deep astonishment as he taught me how wise he was, how he ruled me, put me off, lured me back... each one different from the other, still awaiting me. Breathing deeply, I remained standing and at this moment I was like a child astonished by the abundance of knowledge and things worth learning opening up before my eyes.
He broke the kiss and said in his mind you think I'm cheating on you and is dating Miles . I didn't cheat on you,okay ....
I interrupt him and said in my mind too I might be dead wrong but then.Again , I never really imagined I'd find you like this . You talk to her softly , your face gentle and kind distracting her from the cruel comments and looks that come from just about everyone who passes by. But as long as you're there , that's as bad as is gets . No one will dare venture anywhere near. Your presence alone is what keeps them a way . Keeps her safe . As long as you are with her , she's spared from their warmth.
But it's not like understanding why he does it makes it any easier to watch . And every standing I stand and sit there- a part of me withers . A part of me dies . However when I been through was itching I guess . Before I can say something I turn to run but he stops me but I punch him and ran .
He calls out my name , his voice coming form behind me . Right behind me. Causing me to turn, instinctively , automatically , moving towards him without thinking ." But you came here " he said
He looks at me , the words the statement , his gaze a question . I nod . And then I shrug . And I struggle to cease all our right modes of fidgeting as I try to decide where to take it from here.
But clearly he's far more up to the task then I am , because barely a moment passed by he says" it's good to see you "
" is it ??" I narrow my gaze , instantly , regretting the tone , the words seeing the way he flinched , the way his eyes pull down at the sides , but now that I said it , here's no taking it back .
" I've missed you ." He gestures towards me , his hand lifting , reaching , but only briefly before it fans back to his side ." I've missed the sight of you , the scent of you . I've missed every single thing about you ." He allows his gaze to move over me slowly , circling , like the warmest hug . _____________________ Vote and comment
