I'm not that kind of girl boys fall in love with.
I'm not that kind of girl having many relationships.
I'm not that kind of girl running into trouble.
I'm not that kind of girl falling for everyone.
And i'm totally not that kind of girl falling for you another time.
Falling in love with your smile,
Your style.
Falling in love with you, watching what i'm doing.
Falling in love with your way to see the world.
I want to be that kind of girl boys adore.
I want to be be that skinny and pretty kind of girl.
Not that fat and pretty shitty kind of girl.
I want to be that kind of girl talking to boys normally.
Not that girl panicing in a conversation with a boy.
I want to be that kind of girl getting compliments from everybody.
Not just of their parents...
I want to be that kind of girl boys ask for advice.
I want to be that kind of girl boys ask for going out on a date.
I want to be that kind of girl looking good with and without Make-up.
But i'm just that kind of girl writing storys and living in a body full of scars, living with a mind full of thoughts.
Without any special talents, without any special wishes.
Writing everything down, listening to sad music and thinking 'bout life...
