If only there was a better way
I'd take that path today
But the bottle just sits there taunting me
To drown my pain and memories away
My past is haunting me
Full of nightmares and misery
My only outlet is my enemy
Every shot is brutal irony
I got so lost in my searth to be happy
I fell back to Earth and reality
So relentless and remorseful
My heart is restless it't the heart of a fool
Every attempt is a mistake
Lost in contempt and misery
If only the bottle were to break
Then I'd have shards of glass for my final mistake
But that glass remains in tact
I can't break it on my own and that's the sad fact
Maybe a bullet is a better way
But guns have never suited me
So i stick to the bottle so lethal but somehow safe
No cathedral or religion can save me
So relentless and remorseful
My heart is restless it's the heart of a fool
