A Better Life...In London?

Chapter 4.

Hey, guys, sorry this took so long to upload. I was doing my epilogue for MBFLT. Also, some more exams i needed to do :(. Tech coursework..blah blah blah. But i made sure i updated tonight. Thank you for being so patient with my work and i honestly love you for being so supportive :) 

But here it is, i hope you like it.

Dedication- AllTimeNutella. She is a HUGE inspiration to me and i honestly love her writing. She's a lovely person to talk to and she's a close friend. I know her well and we talk quite a lot. She inspires me to write and she is just amazing at it. So jealous of her. Perfect inside and out. Don't let anyone tell you different, Kirsty.

Outfit on the side, the hair&jumper. But not on a beach, obviously and jeans instead of shorts. Sorry, couldn't find a picture :(. .....JLS?;)

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Chapter 4.

I woke up to the familiar ring of my alarm beside my ear. The sound that I hated, the sound that told me I had school and that I had to get up out of bed. I built up the energy to remove my arm from underneath the warm, cosy duvet and I slammed the button down on my alarm clock. I waited a couple of minutes before sliding out of bed, instantly feeling the cold air hit my free skin. I shivered as soon as it hit me. Wow, it was cold. If I wasn’t careful, I think I am close to freezing, right on the spot.

I walked into the bathroom, today was one of my favourite days. Friday. Just please don’t mention Rebecca Black to me and everything will be okay, I mean, I love Friday’s, but why make a song about it? I walked towards the shower, turning it on and setting it to the right temperature. Once it was a nice temperature, I got undressed out of my pyjamas and threw them into the laundry basket which was sitting in my bathroom, by the door. Once I had got undressed, I immediately felt the cold air hit my skin, so I got into the shower to make myself warmer. Somehow, the water had decided to go colder, then I realised Callum was running the water downstairs. I stepped out from the running water, shivering at the cold water which was coming out of the shower. Once the water had finished running, I put my hand underneath the water until it went back to the right temperature and I stepped under, instantly feeling happier as the warm water hit my body. It felt amazing against my freezing skin and instantly made me feel warm and happy again. I wet my hair, before grabbing the Vanilla scented shampoo off the shelf just next to the shower. I applied it to my hair, making sure to get it into my hair properly, so that I washed it properly. Once I was satisfied and finished rubbing the shampoo into my hair, I stepped back under the water, soaking my hair as the shampoo ran out of my hair and went down the drain. Once I had got all the shampoo out, I picked up my vanilla scented shower gel. Yes, I have got an obsession with Vanilla. I don’t know why. I just think it smells, tastes and looks nice. I don’t want to smell awful, even if people don’t like Vanilla. I love it. I just don’t see how someone can think it doesn’t smell nice? Once I had applied and washed off the shower gel, I put it down and I stood in the shower thinking about a few things. My life.

To be honest, moving here was probably one of the best decisions I have ever made. Yeah, my Mum and Dad are both going to kill me. I know that, but the thing is, I don’t care. I’m happier. I’m finding life more fun. I’m not taking it to serious. I don’t feel guilty. Nobody hates me…at the moment. I actually have a friend…I have more than one friend. I have a friend, who is actually a girl. Who hasn’t turned on me. Erin. She doesn’t know about my past, but I have been spending all week with her, I have gotten to know her really well and she is my best friend. I honestly couldn’t ask for anything better, she has made me feel welcome. She’s made me feel wanted. She’s made me want to stay. I also have Jai. Jai is perfect, both inside and out. I’ll be honest, I think he is gorgeous. But I just don’t see us together, I mean, I kind of look at him more in a brother kind of way. I would never want to do anything like that…it would be weird.  I made a friend, Louis. Who is actually a popular boy in the school, he actually wanted to talk to me. He’s popular because he is friends with Harry. But he isn’t like other boys. He is actually a really nice boy to get on with, I can tell he hates being popular. He wishes he wasn’t popular. He even told me, girls come up to him all day and he doesn’t want to. He doesn’t want to use girls. He knows it’s a bad thing to do. He doesn’t want to make girls lives hell. He isn’t like that. He wants a serious girlfriend, not too clingy, not too distant. He has a perfect girl planned out in his head. I can even match up a girl in the school to his dreams. But that’s a secret.