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Happier | Lee Minho

Happier | Lee Minho

Also in this imagine, it will be in Lee Min Ho's point of view.
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She had such a beautiful and genuine smile as I tell her some jokes.

I wouldn't get tired seeing her smile and hearing her laugh.

We were walking side by side in the carnival. We played some games, ride a rollercoaster, got wet, ate some food.

I wouldn't get tired going onto places like this with her.

Everything about her was so perfect. Her personality, the way she acts, her physical form. The way her hair and her face glows as the sun hits the left side of her form, the way her lips curved into a beautiful smile, the way her touch feels so soft and smooth, the way her voice is so soothing. Even though she had some flaws, to me, it was so perfect.

Her name? She's Nam Yoon Jeon.

How come I fell in love with a girl like her? It's not like she's my type or anything. Maybe it's the way that she's so kind to everybody. Maybe it's the way that she looks like an angel in my eyes. Maybe it's the way when she smiles, I wouldn't notice that I also smiled. I don't know anymore.

When I fell in love with her, I started to imagine things like this. Yoon Jeon and me, going out on places like this, seeing her every single day. Just... Me and her, together.

I wouldn't have thought it would be like this...

Like what?

My Nam Yoon Jeon has someone else. She was very happy with him.

I thought it was going to be me. I thought she already made hints about her having feelings for me...

I guess I was wrong...

I hoped too much...

He's soo lucky... I wish I was in his place...

Why did I accept to go with her and her boyfriend? Not to be a third wheel in their date and ruin it.. I just wanted to see her happy. I was her best friend ever since we were in middle school.

It's kind of unfair though, I knew her before that man knew her. Although, it's still her choice and she's only following what her heart wants. I don't want to ruin that smile of hers. Her smile is my very favorite out of all of my favorites.

" Min Ho! " Yoon Jeon called out. " Aren't you coming with us in the ferris wheel? "

I'd love to but.. you have someone. Someone who would look at you ever so lovingly and kiss you right when the fireworks start. One of the things I have imagined doing with you. Although, it's not an ' us '.

" No thanks! I'd rather stay in the ground for a while, " I forced a smile and told her to go.

I watched them as they walked in while their hands interwined. I was slowly breaking into pieces. Seeing her with him makes my heart break into million pieces.

If I could just hold her like that. If I could just be that close to her. If I could just kiss her before he took her first kiss. If I could just tell her I love her everyday.

If I could just go back in time!

The time when she still haven't met him. The time when I should have confess to her when he wasn't in her life. The time when I could tell her I love her so bad that everyday without her by my side makes me so crazy!

Sadly, I couldn't.

Woo Jin-hyung was right. I should've made things that I won't regret. Now I want to go back in time and make everything right.

The fireworks has started. I didn't even dare to look at them right now. Instead, I ran. I ran away. I couldn't handle it anymore. In anytime soon I would start breaking into tears.

I don't want to picture their wedding, even though I just did.

Seeing Nam Yoon Jeon walking down the aisle in a beautiful wedding gown. What's worst was that I could picture myself that I am their best man. I'm in the front, seeing them sharing their vows, wearing the rings, kissing right in front of a lot of people and throwing petals at them. It would count as my worst day in the whole years I'm living in this world.

I ran back home and bursted into tears as I came to my room and sat at the corner. I was curled up into a ball and cried at my knees. I don't want her to see me like this.

" Min Ho? " someone knocked in my door and called out my name three times. I recognized his voice. It's Chan-hyung.

" Is this about Yoon Jeon, again? " he heared my sobs from the other side of the door. I didn't reply and kept crying in my knees. I heard him sigh.

" One day, Min Ho, you'll find someone who could heal that broken heart of yours. You're right, we can't go back in time. But, that doesn't mean it's the end. If you think about commiting suicide, it's not the answer. Keep on hoping because it has no limits. Move on from her and keep moving forward, " Every word that came from him that time hits me. I stopped crying and kept silent.

" Well, if you need me, I'll be in the kitchen, cooking our dinner, " After that, I heard his footsteps fading away as he leaves the front of my room.

Keep on hoping because it has no limits.

Move on from her and keep moving forward.

He's right, maybe I should move on and find someone else. Although, something else is trying to tell me something...

Yoon Jeon, if he breaks your heart like lovers do, just know that I'll be waiting here, for you.

For now, all I can do is smile and hide the truth even though it hurts so bad in the inside.

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Why does Lee Minho always get the sad stories? 😂

Sending lots of love!! ❤❤❤