20.Wherever they are

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Mitch's p.o.v.

I stand there ,in the forest, not knowing what just happened. I tried to fight off Adams dad but I'm too weak...I tried grabbing Jerome from his rough hands..But I was too weak. I...Im weak. The only thing I did was take the punch to my face and fall onto the leaf covered ground, blood seeping from my nose. That's all I ever do. Take things-Take shit from other people. I never stick up for myself. I can't. I'm too wimpy, too shy ,too god damn weak to ever step up.

He didn't take Adam, so I laid there next to him ,his and my sobs syncing in the process of both of our hearts breaking. Wherever Ty was, Jerome was going with him. Wherever he is...

I stare at Adams damp face, red and full of tears ,and murmur something that must've meant something ,because a second after I said it, he walked to me and have me a hug. I stood there, accepting it, and wondering what would happen after this. Call the cops?They wouldn't do shit. They've never done shit. Jerome told me about what happened with Adams dad, and how he...Did things to Jerome I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy. Except for Adams dad. He would deserve it.

I don't know how to cope with this. It's all so sudden, it just feels like it's just a dream. Like it can all change somehow if I just wake up, but I am very awake. Adam stares at me from our hug and whispers something about trying to get through this but I an barely hear anything. My ears are still ringing from all the things that happened at once a few hours ago.

What-what's going to happen now?
I can't live without Jerome.
And Adam can't live without Ty.
How are we-how are we supposed to live now?

I shrug at Adam and move towards the way to the house, and turn back to Adam ,signally him to go with me.We usually go to the grocery store on Wednesdays (today) but since, yah know, they're not here, we can't. So I'm probably just going to find ramen noodles to cook for us both. And without Jerome or Ty here, me and Adam will most likely have to sleep next to each other, for comfort. Because it seems like both of us will be too depressed to sleep by our selves.

"M-Mitch?" Adam asks from behind me. I turn around and walk closer to him somberly.

"Huh?"

"Can-Will you sleep with me tonight?"

I nod and give a slight smile.

"Of course. "I turn back around to start walking again. I'm glad we're both on the same page.

"And Mitch?"

I turn back around once more.

"Yeah?"

"Can- can you hold me?T-tonight?"

I pause for a moment, wondering what it would be like. Hands down I'm saying yes. But I wonder how it would feel. Holding someone else then Jerome in my arms.

"Of course, Adam. "

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After the 'dinner' we had I looked at Adam on the couch, 3 feet away from me ,and I turned my head.

"Where do you think they are?Do you think they're together somewhere?Do you think they're still aliv-"

"Stop. I- I don't know. But asking these questions over and over will just make us both go crazy in curiosity.We can't do that to ourselves. Just wait, Mitch. I swear we'll get an answer at some point. "Adam cut me off with. I know he's right, but my mind can't stop thinking and so seeing about where they are and if they're okay. I can't stop trying to fix this jigsaw-puzzle.

"I-I'm sorry. I just- I just can't help it. "I stutter, and turn back to the quiet tv playing some kind of drama tv show on those boring soap opera channels. He opens his mouth to say something, but doesn't. I turn off the tv and turn to Adam.

"Are you tired?I am...."

He nods and gets up from the couch, showing his ass in front of me. I stare without knowing, and he turns around to get my attention.

"Come on, Mitch. Lets go. "

I shake out of my trance and follow him up the stairs to me and Jerome's bedroom. I'm guessing were both sleeping in that bedroom. We go in the dark room ,and he turns on the light. It smells like Jerome. I can see Jerome in here with us, but he's not. I start silently crying, as I laid onto the bed. Adam saw me crying and turned off the light. He gently grabbed me closer to him on the bed and started silently crying with me.

"It'll be okay Mitch...It'll be okay..." Adam said as he opened his unclear eyes and leaned toward me to give me a friendly peck on the lips. And how stupid I am, I decided to kiss back.

And it was passionate and filled with love.He backed away quickly and staring into my eyes.

"I-I'm so sorry..." I whimper, crying harder than I was before.

Please, let Jerome come back. Please, let Ty come back. Please...


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