safe

realization

cals. p.o.v.

i saw it i saw it i just knew i couldn't stop it i knew she didn't want anyone to know I've been there before

i went out to throw the trash out and i saw her writing and listening to music cuz you can hear satellites  by sleeping with sirens blaring out

her mom pulled up in the drive way with a man that i know isn't her  husband

they were all up on each other and i looked up and saw Olivia trying to see what i was looking at and she saw the car i saw her mouth 'shit' and she ran

i just stood there wondering what was going on

then i went inside to my room till my mom called me

"cal hun can you take this pie to the kings house?" mom said

"umm sure mom " i say going downstairs getting the pie

i walked outside and i just saw Olivia being beaten

i couldn't move

i was terrified

i was mad that someone would hurt her it was her own father

i was also mad that i couldn't stop it

when it stopped i just saw her cry and sleep she was just sitting on her bed almost as if she were lifeless i wanted to hold her and care for her and kiss her and tell her shell be OK but i was a coward i didn't move i just saw her there being hurt i did nothing

i went inside and my mother asked what they had said but i said " no one answered the door its late goodnight "

i went to bed replaying what the hell happened i was on the edge of hating myself so much almost as if i wanted the cold touch of a sharp object where it needed too be

but then i remembered its been 4 months I'm not ruining that i don't want to hurt myself when i want to save someone

i fell asleep with the images of her being hurt

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5a.m

i wake up but not in bed I'm at Olivia's house I'm in he corner in a blink of an eye i see her father drag her into her room by her hair

"please no don't hurt me stop please don't" Olivia's voice echoes

but her father smirks and slaps her he punches her he's hurting her i want to yell stop but my throat is dry i cant move

"please stop stop it please" its echoing over and over again i cant help i feel the tears streaming down my face i count down hoping the dream will end

1.....  he slaps her

2.....  he punches her

3.....  he kicks her

4.....  he drags her to the wall

5...... he hits her

6...... he punches her  nose

7...... i see blood

8...... she pleads

9....... he yells while being aggressive

10..... she cries loader and he yells

i wake up I'm sweating i cant believe i just had a dream like that

i check the time its 12 p.m

"cal wake up come eat pancakes" mom says

"ill be there hold on a sec" i say i go to the restroom and wash my face to wake me up a little

as i walk past my window i see Olivia still asleep in her bed i smile at how cute she is sleeping

i check and see her parents cars aren't there so i run downstairs and grab my pancakes and grab 2 extra

"mom I'm heading to the kings be back at 5 love ya" i yell to my mom

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yhay update (: ok well imma go ahead and start writing the next chpt. i hate myself rn im gonna hate myself when the book ends too

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