Mali's Funeral

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Allie's P.O.V

This morning is probably the worst morning ever. We all have to get ready for malus funeral and I am not liking forward to it. Basically none of us have stopped crying since we lost her. The worst part is, Calum asked me to go up and speak about her and I don't know if I can. I break down just thinking about her, how am I supposed to talk about her for like five minutes?

"Allie babe, you awake?" I heard Kennedy say as she started walking into my room. I nodded my head as she walked towards me.

"I know how har it's gonna be today, butdo it for Calum." Kennedy said. I nodded my head and stood up and walked over to my parents room and checked to see they were awake and Andrew was holding Bradley while my mum was getting a shower and getting ready for the day ahead of us.

I walked over and kissed my baby brother on the head and then walked back out. I went back to my room and picked out my dress for what's happening in the next few hours. Kennedy did the same and we got ready together.

I put on my strapless black lacey dress and slid on the heels I was wearing with it. The dress looks a lot different on me now then it did before when I wore it because of the belly but whatever. Today isn't really abou tme is it? I curled my hair and didn't put make-up knowing I was just gonna cry and smear it anyway.

Kennedy put on her maroon dress that was similar to mine only her's had straps and mine doesn't. She also had black heels only her's were ankle boots. She curled her hair up and did the same as me, went with no make-up because she would probably cry aswell.

We all went out to the car and piled in. Luke was going with Calum so that Cal would actually show up. From what I heard, once Cal went back to the house he wouldn't leave his room unless one of the boys came and dragged him out.

Can't blame him.

I miss her too.

Once we arrived I found Calum and the other boys sitting up front and I walked up and gave Calum and his parents a hug. I whispered a soft sorry for your loss in their ears and sat down next to Luke and Mikey, with Kennedy on the other side of him.

A few people have talked about Mali and how amazing she was and it's my turn to go up there.

Well here goes nothing.

"Well where can I start about Mali? I met here through her younger brother Calum. And I met Calum through my boyfriend Luke. Mali and I click instantly and we became great friends even though she is a few years older then me. " I started a small smile on my face because of the memories, but not enough for anyone to notice.

"I don't really know what to ay about her death other then she was way to young to leave us, but she didn't have a choice. God wanted her up in heaven so that is where she went, I know it. Even though we all miss her very greatly down here she is in a better place above our heads watchong over us right now." I said, I could feel tears pricking at my eyes now. I don't wanna cry again but's boun =d to happen.

"Cancer is just a reminder that life truly is amazing. I think people aty our age should just realize that the drama is stupid and that they should enjoy life because they haven't ever had to fight as hard as Mali had. I'm not one hundred percent sure when got dignosed, but i know that after that every day was a tresure for her." I continued letting a tear fall.

"Mali, I know you can hear me up there. Remember you said to your brother just before you passed that every thing happens for a reason, and even if that is true, I can't accept the fact that you're gone. That I won't here your voice. I won't see your smile. I miss you Mali-Koa Hood. I hope you see my baby boy and my brother Kaiden up there, make sure to tell them I said hi." I said before closing my eyes and letting more tears fall. I walked away from the stand and back to Luke, but before I did I hugged Calum again seeing as I made him cry harder then he had been before.

"I'm so sorry Cal." I whispered to him and sat back next to Luke. I laid my head on his shoulder for my own comfort, knowing if he was close to me I would feel a little bit better and safer.

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We just watched as they lowered her body into the ground. White roses litter the ground around her and her headstones is gorgeous even if it isn't for a gorgeous reason. I remember Ash telling us Cal picked it out, and he did an amazing job.

I started crying pretty hard at this point. It is finally setting in that I will never see her again. Not until I join her up there, and hopefully my friend will be there close in time to me, if not I have no clue how we will do apart.

I imagine Mali is thinking the same thing.

Wherever she is.

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I can't sleep, and I don't wanna wake anyone up because I am asoppy girl who can't sleep because she misses her friend. I slide on a pair of shoes and grab my phone before going out of the house quietly.

I knew where I was going. It hyadn't even been a full day and I already have the urge to go to Mali's grave to see her again.

I have a feeling ths is gonna be a problem with me.

As I walk closer and closer, I see a figure sitting by her. I can tell it's one of the boys but with the messy hair I can't tell who in the dark. The closer I get the more I can see and I realize it is of course Calum.

"You too huh?" He whispered and turned around to look at me.

"Yeah, couldn't sleep. I keep thinking about her."

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