I never really believed in love

How it all started

My name is Willehmina Smith. I'm a normal 15 year old girl who ha experienced too much for her age. First my parents filed for bankruptcy about 3 years ago which eventually lead to their divorce ,so I ended up living with my dad. I'm always home alone because my mom moved to California and I live in Texas. My dad is always out of town because he is a truck driver and I only see him about for 2 days every 3weeks. I had a semi stable childhood but my father was emotionally abusive and therefore resulted in my insecurity and the lack of the ability to trust anyone . This lifestyle also eventually lead up to my beliefs changing such as, I don't believe in love. Love is that cheesy hypocritical thing everyone always says they want. But in reality who are we kidding , Love is just another thing used to deceive vulnerable people. But as my mother always told me. Life has funny way of working, sometimes the most unexpected things end up being the best.