23 year old Jermane Thomas has been through hell and back and so has 22 year old Layla Ross. Jermane has been abused in every way you can imagine and so has Layla. Their whole lives they've been broken down.
What happens when the two come together a...
I think Jermane is cheating on me, no, I know Jermane is cheating on me. I don't understand why though. I'm a good girlfriend, I think. I mean there is certain things I don't do in bed because of my past but he should understand that. I guess he don't.
What I won't do another woman will.
He haven't brought me lunch for a week straight. We haven't spent a lot of time together for a week straight. He don't say he love me anymore. He changed the password on his phone. He don't really care about how I feel anymore. We haven't had sex. He just don't do what he used to do like love me.
This shit hurts.
After I finished getting dressed I left for the hair salon.
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Jermane
"Baby when are you gonna leave her?", Tasha asked.
"Soon baby, real soon.", I said. Me and Tasha have been fucking everyday for about a week. I spend most of my time with her and Asia.
"You said that a few days ago babe. If you don't do it today, what we got is over."
"Imma do it." She smiled and kissed me. Yeah I guess it's fucked up that I'm leaving Layla for Tasha but it's what's best for me. I think it is anyways.
Honestly if Layla can't see that I'm cheating she dumb as fuck. I'm sorry but it's true.
...
I just made it into her job. I know I shouldn't do it here but fuck it.
She smiled at me then looked back at a girl's head as I walked to her. "Layla I gotta talk to you.", I said.
"Okay. I'll be right back.", she said to the girl. I followed her to the back. "What's up?", she asked.
"I'm sorry but it's over."
Layla
Did he really break up with me? I knew it was coming.
We walked from the back like everything was fine. I walked to my station and he left.
...
I just got off of work.
I'm at a bridge.
I'm gonna jump. He was all that I had now he's gone. I can't do this without him and I don't wanna try to.
I just got on top of the bridge. I'm sitting here thinking.
Is this what I really want? Is he worth it?
While I was thinking a man said something to me. "Hey, what's going on?", he asked.
"Stay back!", I yelled looking at him.
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I looked back straight. "Okay, I'll stay back. Talk to me. Why do you wanna jump?", he asked.
"I can't do this shit on my own.", I cried.
"You can't do what on your own?"
"Life. I don't even wanna try. Tell them that I'm sorry." I closed my eyes then pushed myself forward.
