Lost Feelings : A Niall Horan Fanfic

*The Past

"I don't want you to leave!" 

"This is my dream Jane, I have to go or I'll never know what could have been."

"Promise me that you will skype with me every night before you go to sleep?" 

"Of course babe, I wouldn't be able to sleep if I didn't know if your were okay or not" 

"I'm gonna miss you so much!" 

"I'll miss you to, and remember I love you Jane. I have to go now, I'll text the whole way there and call you when I get there. I promise." Niall kisses you gently on the lips, and you force a smile. 

"I love you, I'll be waiting for that call." You let his hand go, and watch him walk away.

You couldn't believe that your boyfriend, Niall Horan, was go to try out for the xFactorUK. He always sings Justin Bieber to you while playing his guitar and his voice was like an Angels. you knew he was going to go far. 

*One Week Later

"I made it Jane! I made it to boot camp! Can you believe it? I MADE IT!" He yelled into the phone. 

"I knew you would! I'm so excited, and proud of you sweetie!"

"Thanks baby, I have to go now though, Mum and Da are taking me out to celebrate!"

"Oh, okay. Well, congrats!" 

"Love ya."

"Love you to,, Bye" 

He seemed a little distant to you, but you brushed it off and reminded yourself that he's only being that way because he made it boot camp. 

*Three months later

Three months had passed, you miss Niall more, and more each day that he's away. He had gotten through boot camp, barely. They told him he didn't make it, and then called him back and told him he was going to be put in a boy band with 4 other lads. They called themselves, One Direction. You've went to a few of their performances and they were amazing, even if they didn't win the xFactor you knew they were still going to make it big. You've met Zayn, Louis, Liam, Harry a few times, they were the funniest 5 lads you've ever met. Recently though, Niall hasn't been calling you on the phone or on skype barely once a week. This Thursday you're going to watch him though, then you could ask him what's going on with him, and tell him just how much you missed him. 

"You guys were amazing" You say going in for a hug, but Niall pushes you away. 

"Thanks" 

"Is there something wrong?" 

"We need to talk Jane."

"O-okay.. What about?" 

"I love you, God, I love you so much, I really do. We're just so far apart right now.. physically, and emotionally. I think we should take a break."

"Oh. K."

That's all you say before you start balling. Then you just turn around and walk away. 

"Jane!" 

You hear him call your name but you don't stop, you keep walking until your in the parking lot outside. "How am I ever going to get over this?" You say out loud to yourself, still balling.