A Black Girl's Journey

Explanations and Expectations

"Explain bitch!", Shay repeated.

I say down on the bed next to her after sliding on a shirt and some booty sports and for the next half hour went through the entire get down of what Loyal and I had become in the past few years.

"So all those times I was out, you were in and he was in that pussy deep sea  divin?"

I nod and giggle at her explanation for it. "Well damn bitch! Is it good? He got them strokes? Is his head game right?"

I smiled. "Yes, yas, and yasss bitch!  Boy got a tongue like magic and a package to match."

"Oh shit, okay. I see y'all.", Shay clapped. "So what are yall datin on the low? Friends with benefits?" Her face screwed up. "Let me find out im your best friend and the last to find out!"

I shook my head. "Nah, you're the first actually. I know you're mad at me for not tellin you but shit, I was scared."

She hugged me. " Never be scared to tell me anything. You're my sister. I always gotcha back."

We pulled back and I gave her an evil smile. "Mhm, since we're being so truthful, why are you home so damn early?"

She waved her hand. "Girrrrrrrrl, let me tell you! Okay it was this sexy ass stud at the bar right? I mean fitted to the max! Trues, fresh as Js and a crisp as shirt. Ooowee did I mention she had dreads? Just lookin at her had my damn panties wet." We shared a laugh. Ill be the first to tell yall that Shay is bi. "But anywho, I walked on over right? I mean, ass bouncin and all and she wasn't even fazed. Now you know me, im gonna do what I got to to get attention from who I want it from. So shit, I grabbed a bottle of Ciroc from Kika, took her to a private room and did my shit bitch."

My eyes got big. "Uh uh. Details."

She smiled. "Okay so I was dancin on her and shit and I got on the pole and was pullin all kinds of tricks and I saw her loosenin up so I bust out in the splits and made that as clap.  After that, I knew I had her. I was crawlin to her all sexy n shit and then I just kissed her. And bitch, let me tell you about them soft ass lips, whoo! Had my panties soaked." She fanned herself.

"Damn. All of that from a kiss?", I asked. "Bitch finish."

She stopped fanning herself. "Patience is a virtue hoe, shut up."

I laughed but got quiet. "Okay so then she started touchin on my body and rubbin on my legs and shit. Bitch she spread my legs ripped of my thong and dove in like a damn fish outta water."

I was crackin up at that one. And her face, that shit was too comedy for life. I was laughin so hard I didn't even notice when Loyal walked in. "Um Jay? I think im gonna go home."

I looked at him and shrugged resulting in him kissing his teeth. "Like that?"

I looked at the wall and nodded. He walked out and I heard the front door open and close. Shay slapped my arm. "What the fuck was that for?"

"Why you do my brother like that?"

I rolled my eyes. "Like what?"

"Bitch I will sock yo eyes from here all the way back to Club Jewel's basement if you roll them eyes one more time."

I sighed. "Look, it's a lot to this that you'd don't know of."

"I don't give a damn. Somethin is tellin me that yo emotions run deeper than just good sex. Now stop being stupid and go talk to yo man."

I say there for a moment, taking in everything she said.....

I got up and ran to the door. I paused and came back. "Shay?"

"Yes?" She was laying on her bed with her phone. 

"Next time yo ass comin home early,  tell me. Over here interruptin my cuddy time."

I ducked out of the way of the pillow she threw at me and made a beeline for the door, laughing. "Love you bitch."

I jogged out of the door and out towards the street. To my surprise he was making his way back to the house and we fell onto each other. His strong arms wrapped around my waist,  keeping me from falling to the ground. "Hi.", I said.

"Wassup."

I was still bent backwards close to the ground. "Umm, can you..?"

"Yea, yea." He stood me up straight and rubbed the back of his neck. "Look I-", we started at the same time.

"Go ahead.", I said.

He shook his head. "Ladies first."

"No, please."

He sighed but began to speak. "Look I know I overreacted, but-" I shook my head and he cut me off by placing a finger to my lips. "Look I know I overreacted,  but it's just...I dont know. I want you to be mine and I feel like all you want me for is a job and that pipe I lay on you." We laughed. "But for real ma, I want you and only you."

We stared at each other for awhile before I stood on my tippy toes to press my lips to his. "Does that answer your question?"

He kissed me again, this time with more hunger. "I don't remember askin girl."

I laughed and he smiled. "Sooooo?"

I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Sooo that means that you are mine baby."

He squeezed my ass and I giggled. "That's all I wanted." We kissed again and this time he scooped me up into my arms and carried me to the house. Without breaking our embrace he opened the door. We got to my room and he tossed me on the bed.

He slid out of his shirt and kicked off his Js. He climbed in between my legs and lifted my shirt, kissing my stomach. He took it off and threw it to the side. He kissed my neck and I moaned. "Mmmmhm, daddy about to put that act right on you."

Shay walked past the door on her way out. "Daddy better put on a damn condom before he end up hearin daddy bein screamed by somebody else."

He turned around and mean mugged her while I laughed. "Shut up Shay."

"Uh huh, night night nasty asses."

"Bitch where you goin?"

She walked past again, bag in hand. "Out nigga. That stud just hit me up for round 2. Don't wait up bitch. Im out."

"Love you.", I screamed.

"I love you too best bitch. Later yall."

Loyal looked down at me. "You know you got a crazy ass friend, right?"

I shook my head. "Nah, I got a crazy sister."

"Shit, whatever. Fuck yo sister." He smirked. "Nah, scratch that, fuck me. Fuck me alllllll night."

I traced the tattoo on his chest with my index finger. "You got it, babe."

A/N: Kinda long, kinda whatevs lol. but hey, I updated. Next chapter is about to be pawwwwpin on me. I ddnt care what nobody gotta say, bi bitches are the business. #TeamBi But yea, I honestly really liked this chapter and dont worry, next chapter there will be a sex scene. A psycho, sexy sex scenes that'll have yo dick stiff or yo panties drippin.

-Zae and Jada finally official

-Cute or nah? ♡♥♡

-Shay is gay? (Ha! I rhymed.)

-Shay a fool♡♥♡

-All of them are crazy.

-Love it or nahhh???