i hate you | hyungwonho

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hyungwon walked into school in his hoodie and jeans despite it being april and very very hot. he walked up to his group of friends and kept staring at his feet. one of them noticed his mood.

"hyungwon..." changkyun said and walked to the side with him "are you okay? what happened last night?"

hyungwon just shook his head. he didn't want anyone to know. he felt like some whore.

"hyungwon tell me please" changkyun kept saying

hyungwon kept shaking his head. he didn't want to tell anyone about what he did. he felt as is changkyun was pressuring him so he broke down crying and walked away.

he sat at a corner table in the library and pretended to read a book but he had tears streaming down his face.

he looked out of the window and saw hoseok with bosung.

hoseok looked proud of himself. he seemed very confident. his friends were praising him.

did he tell them? hyungwon wondered. he didn't want to think about that.. he started to cry again. it was too much to handle

soon everyone would be talking about last night

at least that's what hyungwon thought

the first period bell rang and hyungwon made his way to class. he sat down in the back of the room and stared at his lap for a while

"chae hyungwon, wake up in my class" the teacher yelled across the classroom. hyungwon looked up with tears streaming down his face once more. the teachers eyes widened and he rushed to write him a pass

he handed the pass to hyungwon.
"go to the counselor and talk about what's making you upset"

hyungwon nodded and started walking to the counselor. hoseok is in his class and he started to feel bad.

hyungwon sat with the counselor and didn't talk. she tried but he wouldn't speak up. he just wanted to be at home in bed. alone.

after school hyungwon started walking slowly to his home. bosung drove himself. he thought hyungwon would take the bus.

hoseok pulled up next to hyungwon and unlocked the door.

"get in" he said

hyungwon shook his head and kept walking. hoseok got out and grabbed his wrist

"is it me? did i do this?" he asked with a concerned look on his face

hyungwon simply nodded and walked away.

"i ruined him.. i hurt him.." hoseok said quietly to himself.